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5 years. 5 fücking years since lyric and Grayson's death. I really hoped they were with each other. I miss them both so much and it hurts to be constantly reminded of their deaths.

Rachel and I were sued at least 4 times every month for a suicide of one of our fans. I constantly felt bad, but at the same time I had no control over it.

Two years ago Rachel and I moved back to Sydney, to where my brother and his wife
were buried. A year ago Rachel and I got married. She was the only one that made me happy. The only happiness left in my life was all her.

I was sitting next to a very pregnant Rachel on the couch in our home. Our dog, peanut was laid on my lap snoring away as we watch tv.

It was really quiet in the house. When all of the sudden Rachel grips onto my arm.

"Ethan!" Rachel screamed. I stood up quickly.

"My water just broke!" She screams again. Peanut whining and barking at Rachel's pain.


Lyric Bailey Dolan was born on July 6th 2022 at 9:37pm. Her blue/grey eyes popped out with her beautiful jet black hair. Which didn't make much sense because neither of us had black hair but either way she was fücking beautiful.


I couldn't get Lyric or Grayson back. That was certain. But they'd always be here. Watching over my beautiful wife and daughter. I would forever miss them. No doubt. But I had to let go of the feeling that I had nothing left. That wasn't even accurate. I had Lyric bailey and Rachel Jayne. I will forever be greatful for the life I've had, even with all of the loss. I wouldn't change it for the world.


18 years later

"Lyric Bailey Dolan get down here! You're going to be late for prom!" Rachel screamed from the bottom of the stairs.

Our doorbell rang and I walked over to answer it, assuming it was lyrics date.

A tall young man with short brown hair and hazel eyes stood before me in a tux with a pink bow tie. A spitting image of Grayson.

"Hi sir, I'm bobby, it's great to finally meet you." God he looked so much like Grayson.

"Um sir?" The boy stuttered confused as to why I didn't respond. Instead of answering him I pulled him in for a hug.

When we pulled away I patted him on the back.

"I've heard so much about you. It's good to finally meet you too son. And please. Call my Ethan." I smiled.

I let him in and we walked over to the stairs. Rachel had gone upstairs to get Lyric and was now running down the stairs squealing. Yep. That was the main reason I married her.

"Here she comes!" Rachel squeals and we all look at the top of the stairs.

She was so beautiful

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She was so beautiful. My beautiful little girl.

Before the couple left I took bobby into a last hug and whispered in his ear. "Take care of my daughter. She's fragile, I'm trusting you here." He pulled away and smiled nodding.

"I love you baby." I smiled kissing her forehead before bobby took her an and walked down to the limo.

There goes my baby.

The end

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