It's become evidently clear that I'm becoming my own worst enemy.
I get so worked up about drama involving friends that I am so quick to jump to conclusions and burn bridges with people I don't even know.
And when it comes to drama surrounding me, I could care less. It's weird how much logic I'll toss out for those I care about over myself.
I've been in the wrong a lot these pas few days. It seems I've been burning bridges with me still standing on them. I need to dial it down, I think.
For fucks sake, I'm 20 years old. I need to be responsible and manage my feelings. I can't blame being a hormonal teenager on the reasons why I get into online flame wars.
I care about my friends a lot. And I'm not saying that I won't stand up for people I care about. I just need to be more grounded, more mature with petty people.
This recent drama I got in today shows me how far off the maturity wagon I've fallen.
So, here's to me,
my own worst enemy.