I woke up still on the bathroom floor. I felt really light headed, maybe I should call for help? No I cant they will think im a freak and send me back. I tried to get up but failed. I tried once again and managed to get up. I slowly walked out of the bathroom and made my way to my bed. I collapsed on my bed and instantly passed out.
I wonder if liz is okay? Maybe I should go check on her. I walked to her room and knocked lightly, no answer. I opened the door and there she was fast asleep. Its only 6:30 why is she in bed so early? I went up to her and shook her lightly.
"Mmhmm?" Liz weakly said.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"Yeah im fine." Liz said.
"Okay, you know you can talk to me about anything, right?"
"Yeah I know."
"Okay sweetie i'll be in the kitchen making dinner."
I left Liz's room and shut the door behind me. I wonder why Liz wears so many braclets? Its probably some fashion statement that kids do these days do. I'll ask her about it later.
After Felix left my room I got up and left my room. I walked into the kitchen and saw Felix cooking.
"Hey Liz why do you wear so many braclets?" Felix asked me.
I stiffened and quickly answered his question.
"Just a fashion statement, why?"
"Just curious." Felix replied.
"Oh okay." I replied.
"Were having tacos for dinner."
"You look kind of pale, are you sure your okay?"
"Are you really 'fine'?"
"Yes im fine." I was starting to get a little pissed off at him.
"Then can you remove your braclets for a second?"
"No." He cant find out he never can, neither can Marzia.
"I just dont want too."
"There must be a reason."
"No, No reason I just dont want too."
I ran back to my room. That was so close. I have to stop cutting my wrist and do it in a more secret place. I sat on my bed and checked my phone. I watched a tyler oakley video and then I heard Felix call me down to eat. Ugh I hate eating im already too fat.
I walked into the kitchen and saw Marzia getting her food. I rarely ever see Marzia I guess she's always busy. I grabbed my plate and grabbed one taco shell and put a little bit of meat, cheese, sourcream, and tomatos on it. I sat down at the diningroom table and ate slowly.
"Arent you gonna eat anymore?" Marzia asked me.
"Im not hungry." I lied I was really starving.
"I rarely ever see you eat but okay."
I finished eating and put my plate in the sink. I walked back to my room and changed into my pajamas. I dont care if its early im going to bed. I turned off my bedroom light and climbed into my bed under the covers and fell into a deep sleep.