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Pen Your Pride

Why torture me?

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Sorry it took awhile to update but I'm finally on spring break so I will be updating faster. Hope you enjoy this chapter!

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Justin's POV

Ethan and I kept looking back at each other with quick glances.

I have never seen Ethan in this class before, I would of noticed a beautiful creature like him.

"Justin."

I shook out of my thoughts as I looked to the front of the room. The teacher was staring directly at me, so was the rest of the class.

I quickly cleared my throat.

"yes ma'am?"

"Your project, are you ready to present?"

Fuck! I completely forgotten about it, my mind was focused on Ethan the whole weekend.

I guess I just have to make everything up.

I got up from my chair and walked right in front of the class. The teacher looked at me confused.

"Did you memorize your poem?"

I nodded my head "Yup, it's all in here." I said as I pointed toward my head.

The teacher nodded. "Proceed."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

Ethan's face flashed through my mind.

"I think about you everyday. I think about every little feature about you like your smile, your lips, and those haunting eyes that seem to always haunt me in my dreams. When your with me I feel like all the chaos leaves my mind. That I will win my battles with you by myside."

I paused and opened my eyes. I looked straight at Ethan. His eyes shimmered with tears.

"But when you left, I...I wasn't sure how I'll ever be the same. Nothing could ever take away the love that I have for you, not even death itself. My nightmares are too dangerous for you, I never want you to get hurt. You can forget about me and erase any memory of me but I will always be watching you, I will take care of you and I will always love you, I will die loving you."

I quickly looked away from Ethan and looked down to the floor, I could feel my heart beating loudly in my chest.

Everyone in the classroom began to clap, I looked up and stared at everyone. Some girls were wiping away a few tears.

"Good job Justin, you may take a seat please." 

As I reached my seat, I quickly looked over at Ethan. He was looking straight ahead, he sat still. Finally, the bell rang and Ethan was the first to go out the door.

I grabbed my backpack and quickly chased after him.

I looked over the crowd of students, and finally found Ethan enter the boy's locker room.

As I entered I spotted Ethan. He was sitting on the floor with his back against the lockers.He was wiping away his tears.

"Why do you like torturing me?" Ethan asked.

I swallowed hard and looked down at the broken boy.

"Like I said, I would never hurt you."

"Lies." Ethan whispered as he looked down at his shoes.

"I'm not lying." I said as I gently laid my hand on his shoulder.

He quickly smacked my hand away and jumped straight up. He looked at me with anger in his eyes.

"DON'T FUCKIN TOUCH ME!" He yelled.

I backed away.

"You don't know how much pain that you have put me through!" Ethan moved closer.

"I already had a lot of problems happening in my life and your making them worse. I thought you loved me, I thought that you were going to help me with my depression. Help me get better but I guess I was wrong, you just ruined everything."

I just stood there. I felt guilty.

"I'm so sorry Ethan I...I..."

"Sorry for what! I bet you just love to torture me." Ethan quickly wiped away a few tears and picked up his backpack.

"Justin just leave me alone. I prefer to be alone, because when I'm alone I will never get hurt." Ethan turned away from me and was about to leave but I couldn't let him.

"Ethan! Wait!" I grabbed him by the arm and he flinched in pain.

I looked down at his arm and saw deep bruises. I felt anger rise in me.

"Ethan who did this to you?"

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