Why torture me?

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Sorry it took awhile to update but I'm finally on spring break so I will be updating faster. Hope you enjoy this chapter!


Justin's POV

Ethan and I kept looking back at each other with quick glances.

I have never seen Ethan in this class before, I would of noticed a beautiful creature like him.


I shook out of my thoughts as I looked to the front of the room. The teacher was staring directly at me, so was the rest of the class.

I quickly cleared my throat.

"yes ma'am?"

"Your project, are you ready to present?"

Fuck! I completely forgotten about it, my mind was focused on Ethan the whole weekend.

I guess I just have to make everything up.

I got up from my chair and walked right in front of the class. The teacher looked at me confused.

"Did you memorize your poem?"

I nodded my head "Yup, it's all in here." I said as I pointed toward my head.

The teacher nodded. "Proceed."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

Ethan's face flashed through my mind.

"I think about you everyday. I think about every little feature about you like your smile, your lips, and those haunting eyes that seem to always haunt me in my dreams. When your with me I feel like all the chaos leaves my mind. That I will win my battles with you by myside."

I paused and opened my eyes. I looked straight at Ethan. His eyes shimmered with tears.

"But when you left, I...I wasn't sure how I'll ever be the same. Nothing could ever take away the love that I have for you, not even death itself. My nightmares are too dangerous for you, I never want you to get hurt. You can forget about me and erase any memory of me but I will always be watching you, I will take care of you and I will always love you, I will die loving you."

I quickly looked away from Ethan and looked down to the floor, I could feel my heart beating loudly in my chest.

Everyone in the classroom began to clap, I looked up and stared at everyone. Some girls were wiping away a few tears.

"Good job Justin, you may take a seat please." 

As I reached my seat, I quickly looked over at Ethan. He was looking straight ahead, he sat still. Finally, the bell rang and Ethan was the first to go out the door.

I grabbed my backpack and quickly chased after him.

I looked over the crowd of students, and finally found Ethan enter the boy's locker room.

As I entered I spotted Ethan. He was sitting on the floor with his back against the lockers.He was wiping away his tears.

"Why do you like torturing me?" Ethan asked.

I swallowed hard and looked down at the broken boy.

"Like I said, I would never hurt you."

"Lies." Ethan whispered as he looked down at his shoes.

"I'm not lying." I said as I gently laid my hand on his shoulder.

He quickly smacked my hand away and jumped straight up. He looked at me with anger in his eyes.


I backed away.

"You don't know how much pain that you have put me through!" Ethan moved closer.

"I already had a lot of problems happening in my life and your making them worse. I thought you loved me, I thought that you were going to help me with my depression. Help me get better but I guess I was wrong, you just ruined everything."

I just stood there. I felt guilty.

"I'm so sorry Ethan I...I..."

"Sorry for what! I bet you just love to torture me." Ethan quickly wiped away a few tears and picked up his backpack.

"Justin just leave me alone. I prefer to be alone, because when I'm alone I will never get hurt." Ethan turned away from me and was about to leave but I couldn't let him.

"Ethan! Wait!" I grabbed him by the arm and he flinched in pain.

I looked down at his arm and saw deep bruises. I felt anger rise in me.

"Ethan who did this to you?"

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