After that kiss we shared that night, medyo nakaramdam ako ng guilt. May girlfriend si Ethan pero pinayagan ko pa rin siyang halikan ako. Kung ako man yung girlfriend ni Ethan at nalaman kong may ginagawang katarantaduhan si Ethan sa likod ko, magwawala ako for sure.
May isang bagay lang naman akong hindi maintindihan eh. Why am I letting Ethan kiss me? I know that it is wrong. Really wrong. Is it really hard to resist a man like Ethan? Is it just because Ethan is a good kisser? Fuck this life.
"Hoy KL, you look wasted." Sandy
"Sorry kulang lang sa tulog" I answered and started eating my lunch with Sandy.
We are in the school at si Sandy lang ang free this lunch.
From : Papaitan
Did you eat already?
So anong trip nitong Lance Ethan na to? Ilang araw na siyang sobrang sweet sa text. He keeps bugging me. Pag hindi ako nagrereply ay tatawag siya agad or pupuntahan niya ako. Fuck this
To : Papaitan
I am eating. Hbu?
"Napapansin ko lagi kang may katext ah?" Sandy asked and raised her eyebrow
"Masama na bang magkaroon ng katext ngayon? And besides classmate ko lang to sa isang subject asking for our homework" I answered
"Sus classmate daw. May classmate bang tawag ng tawag? Ay nako KL ah, baka naman si Ethan yan?" Muntik na akong mabulunan sa sinabi ni Sandy. Pano niya nalaman?!
"Seriously Sandy?! Pano namang magiging si Ethan ang katext ko?"
"Nothing. Hindi ba pwede? Friends naman kayo dati"
"Past is past Sandy. Anyway Sandy I have to go. May urgent meeting pa kami ng groupmates ko para sa reporting namin next week. See you around, babe" I bid my goodbye and kissed her.
Honestly, wala naman akong urgent meeting eh. Leche lang tong Lance Ethan na to. He texted me to come in the garden and eat with him. He blockmailed me that if I won't come, he will come in the canteen and kiss me infront of everybody. Fuck you Lance Ethan.
Ayoko namang mangyari yun kasi for sure magiging laman ako ng chismis. Duhh! Lance Ethan is one of the hottest guy in the campus! And he is famous for being a good basketball player and hottie.
"What do you want, Ethan?" I asked when I saw him sitting down in a secluded place in the garden
"I want you to feed me. I can't eat by my self" My jaw dropped when I heared what he just said. He wants me to what?! Feed him?
"Are you out of your mind, Ethan?! Feed you?! Are you freaking retarded?!"
"Chill, baby. I just want to feel you, taking care of me."
"Wala ka bang mahanap na babae ngayon at ako ang pinagdidiskitahan mo?
"Hindi ako naghahanap. Sila ang kusang dumadating at lumalapit." He said and smirked. Fuck this guy!
"Yun naman pala eh. Edi get a girl and let her feed you hindi yung ako yung ginugulo mo" I was about to walk when I heared what he said.
"But i want you.."
I am here in the class. And it's fucking boring! Thanks to Ethan because he's replying to my messages. Awhile ago is a big mess. I don't have a choice but to feed him. I can't resist his charms and his fucking pleading eyes. He's just too handsome to be dumped.