Let me be the one to make you smile again - Drarry

Chapter 6- The quidditch boys

Harry's P.O.V

It'd been two weeks. Two weeks since I'd seen Draco, two weeks since I'd spoken to him, two weeks since I'd kissed him. And all I had done since I'd seen him is miss him. I missed him more than anything, I just wanted to hold him. But I knew that he needed his time. I needed to give him some space, and to be honest, I think I kind of needed the space too. I'd spent most of my time with Hermione, we both needed each other. She was feeling a lot better about the pregnancy now and was even thinking about names and stuff. She still hadn't spoken to Ron, but in some ways that was a good thing.

Other than going to lessons, Hermione and I just stayed in her room or mine. We'd sit around for hours just talking, it was great having her there. We'd always told each other everything, but during this time we'd gotten even closer than we where before. She spent a lot of time crying, as did I in all honesty. But it was okay, because we where there for each other. "What do I do Hermione? I haven't even seen him. What if he's decided that he doesn't even want to be with me?" I whined.

She sighed slightly, all most as if she was getting annoyed with my consent whinging. "Harry, you need to talk to him. You've been torturing yourself for weeks, just wondering whats going on between the two of you. You need to find him and ask him, otherwise you'll never get out of this slump you're in!" She said, almost aggressively, then again, she was hormonal. Plus, I knew she was right. So I did as she said, and left her room after giving her a quick kiss on the forehead and muttering a goodbye. Then, I went to look for Draco. I had no idea where he'd be though.

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Three hours! I had spent three hours looking for him! I had no idea where he was. Maybe he was hiding from me? I had to go to my lesson, I only had one lesson that day, potions, although I hated potions I was getting better at it. And it was only an hour long lesson, so I'd go back to hunting down Draco after it'd finished.

Draco's P.O.V

After two whole weeks of not knowing what the hell was going on it Harry's head, I decided to take matters into his own hands and finally ask him what the hell was going on between us, so as he was walking out of his last lesson of the day with Hermione, just before I walked to quidditch practise with the first and second years, I walked over to him and grabbed him by the arm, pulling him into the nearest cupboard.

"What the hell Draco? Where have you been all day? I have been looking for you everywhere!" He said with anger in his deep voice. I didn't know he was looking for me. I'd been on the quidditch field all day practising. Did he seriously not think to check there?

"Well, I wanted to talk to you about... Well, about us. What are we Harry? We aren't together, but we aren't enemies anymore. And you said that you liked me when I told you that I loved you! Then you kissed me and said you loved me! So what the hell are we Harry? I've done nothing but think about you for the past two weeks. I missed you and I can't take the whole 'cold shoulder' thing anymore! It's tearing me apart!" He looked down at the floor and frowned "Harry, what's wrong?" He looked like he was crying and that he was really upset, but I had no idea why.

"I'm so sorry Draco! I thought I was doing what was best for you. I thought you needed space. I didn't realise you where going through the same stuff as me. I missed you too. I've not thought about anything but you since we kissed." I looked at him really confused, he felt the same way as me? "But we can't be together. I'm sorry that I cant be the one for you Draco, you have no idea how much I want to be, but I'm just not. I'm sorry that I'll never be good enough for you. I'm sorry that I'm so useless that I cant be the person that you deserve and I'm sorry that I'm so broken that I cant be there to fix you when you are! I'm not a superhero, I can't be perfect all the time, and you deserve someone perfect. You deserve someone who can always make you smile and make you happy. I can't be that person Draco." By the end of what he was saying, he was crying and so was I. I didn't know he felt like that. He was always the amazing Harry Potter. I guess I never thought what all the pressure of people thinking he was perfect would do to him.