All I Have (Armin X Reader)

Can I?

Armin came to visit you like every other day, with no luck of getting your memory back

You: we used to read books together?

Armin: yeah books were our passion, when we were little we would get teased all the time but you never cared *smiles* when I got sad over it you'd tell me to keep my eyes on the book and block out all sounds but your voice, to my surprise that really worked

You: I really did use to help people *smiles* that's nice to hear

Armin: that's a smile I haven't seen in a while

You: I may not have many memories of you but I feel safe when you're nearby, it's a nice feeling

Armin: r-really?

You: yes

Armin: hearing you say that makes me happy, knowing you don't have much of your memory...hey...can I ask you something?

You: sure

Armin: c-can I kiss you?

You: kiss me?

Armin: I didn't want  to make you uncomfortable by just doing it without warning, I'm not all that sure if you remember that we're together

You: Armin if you want a kiss that much to ask me then go ahead, I'm ok with it

Armin: really?

You nodded then Armin started slowly leaning in with you doing the same

Armin: thank you

That's when your lips connected with his, Armin kept control of himself and didn't get greedy like usual, during the kiss you never closed your eyes, you just started blankly at him until he pulled away

You: the feeling it's so comforting

Armin: do you remember anything?

You: no

Armin: that's okay, I still got a kiss from you, so I'm okay with that for now

You: I'm sorry, I can see the disappointment in your eyes, if I could just remember

Armin: hey don't blame yourself, it's okay! None of this is your fault

You: then why do I feel like it is?

Armin: you're just pushing yourself too hard just sleep it off okay? I don't wanna see you with that look on your face, you look scared and lost but remember your not alone

You: okay, thank you Armin

Armin: no need to thank me, this is my job as your boyfriend, taking care of you

You lay down as Armin kisses your cheek and leaves the room

You:[ I wish I could remember what that comforting feeling is]

Time Skip

You woke up the minute all the boys piled in your room

Jean: Y/n your awake! Great, gives us time to talk to you!

You: you're annoying could you be quieter?

Jean: hey we're here to cheer you up and bring back the smile in you! No need to be rude

You: *points at Jean* strength *points at Bertolt* d-death *points at Reiner* justice *points at Connie* and you're the magician along with the lover of the fool, Sasha

Connie: l-lover!? Me and Sasha aren't like that!

You: but you both are always with each other doing to stupidest things

Connie: don't give me that! You may not remember but because I'm such a damn genius I saved your life one time!

Memories of Connie came to mind and once it did you sighed

You: you screamed yippie-kay-yay muchacho and hit a 12  meter titan in the head then hit yourself on the roof and started speaking about your mom

Connie: why do you suddenly remember now!?

Jean: How come you remember that angry chipmunk?

You: I don't choose whether I get to remember someone, horse face

Then that's when Jean's memories came to mind

You: I should have broken your arms that day...

Jean: oh yeah, now you remember me

Reiner: she probably remembered when she called you horse face

You: it kind of rolled off the tounge

Jean: shut up!

You: you're being noisy again, can you leave so I can go back to sleep?

Jean: isn't that all you do?

You: what's it to you Jean-boy?

Jean: don't call me that!