Requested by QueenAmi.
I was feeling pure 😂😂 so I hope you like it❤
No part 2 available, sorry ♡
1, 2, 3... 3, 2, 1...
I count trying to get calm but it's useless.
Oh Boy! It's been 3 weeks since I found out that I'm pregnant, and I'm so excited but also very scared. Lewis and I decided that we both wanted to get married and he wanted to leave F1 before doing anything like this and I understand why. He's such a fantastic man, he just wants to devote all his time to his future family without any interruption. And also we both already know how hard is to handle his work, even though we always have fun together.
But this week was being intense. This entire year is. Lewis battling with Vettel for the championship it's being the hell to be honest specially after what happened in Baku. Lewis has been very stressed, and worried which made me back off, so I didn't told him about the pregnancy yet. This week, I decided that I would tell him after Quali but then, on Friday the team announced that he would face a grid penalty for a gear box change and it was so clear how down Lewis was. He always tries to be strong, he always tries to keep his head down, but I know him very well. He's just so calm but so annoyed and stressed. He hardly sleeps well, he doesn't eat properly, he just lays his head on my shoulder or on my tight hugging me. I couldn't feel more bad about it because I'm hiding something so important from him, and I feel so bad about it, but I also don't want to blast suddenly with a news like this one because world, how is he going to react? What if he doesn't like? What if he leaves me? What if he asks me to leave his life... So many questions banging inside my head and I can't do anything but hate myself for not taking care of me even though I know I did my best.
"Honey, you're so pale. Why don't you go back to the hotel to get some rest?" Angela squeezes my hand looking worried at me.
"I don't want to leave him, I would like to stay."
"But you're sure you feeling good? Because you look a bit ill honey. I'm sure Lew would agree with me." She insisted.
"No Ange, dont worry I'm fine. I'm just a bit tired. I couldn't sleep very well because I was worried with him." She nod and smiled.
"Call me if you need anything alright? I'll be there." I nod while she left.
I wasn't feeling very good to be honest. My head was worst than drums in a Marilyn Manson concert. My legs were so weak, my body's temperature seemed to be rising and I was feeling nausea.
The race already started and I tried to hold myself the longest possible to see my man. I wanted and needed to be there for him, but seems like this little person inside didn't agree with me. The last thing I remember was Toto trying to talk to me, Angela shouting my name and everything went blank...
I suddenly woke up, and all I feel is a terrible headache. I try to get up but a sudden voice makes me stop.
"Hey, hey baby girl, you're awake!" He sounds so relieved. "Don't get up, you have to get some rest. God you scared me like the hell."
"Why are you here? You should have been racing!" He chuckled.
"Baby girl, it's already 8'37pm. You slept like a sloth." I giggle. "You didn't miss that much!"
"How was it?"
"Pretty bad! But it could have been worse. I did my best but could only made to 4th. But I'm really happy that Valtteri won the race." That beautiful contagious smile was there. I sigh.
"Baby!" He hums. "Doesn't matter what happens there, I will always be very proud of you. I love you and I will always be by your side."
"Having you there with me it's the best thing in the world! I just hope I can have you forever." He says and rests his head on my chest. It's time!