Love Obstacle Killua x Reader

Chapter 13

Previously on Chapter 12

"No... Killua... My worse fear came true.... I hurts you.... Killua..... I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry" I sob. I turn around and start running with full speed ignoring their pleads to return. I don't care where I go. Just away from them.... Away from Killua.... I can't hurt him again.

'I'm sorry Killua.... I hurt you.... What I fear the most came true..... I'm sorry.... I'm so sorry.... I love you....' I just kept running with tears in my eyes. This time I left. This time I'm not coming back. This is for the best for us. Goodbye Gon, Alluka. Most importantly.... Goodbye.... Killua.

-Life Without You-

Y/N P.O.V

It's been a month since I left them. But it really felt like a year. Without Killua... I feel broken. I would give anything to be back with him again and for everything to be normal. I just wish I'm not a hybrid. A monster I am now.

It's really not the same without them. I'm walking around by myself to take my mind of things. But nothing works. My mind just drift of back to Killua. 'I miss him so much' I thought as a tear escape my eye. I came to a pond and sit down. 'Killua.... I'd give anything to be able to be with you again' I just start crying. 'Are you thinking of me? Do you miss me? I'm sorry...' I put my face in my hand and start sobbing.

Killua's Side - Killua's P.O.V

This 1 month without Y/N has been a torture for me. My injuries has recovered. But I have a high fever so Gon forced me to stay in bed for a few more days. I'm alone in the room we rented. But my loneliness soon ended as Gon enters the room with Alluka. "Killua... I brought you some soup" "I'm not hungry, Gon..." "But Onii-Chan you have to eat" "I said I'm not hungry!" I yelled at them. But I instantly regret it when Alluka begin to tear up. I stood up and pull Alluka in a hug. "I'm sorry Alluka. I didn't mean to yell at you. I'm sorry..." "I'm sorry Onii-Chan. It's my fault Y/N Nee-San left" "shh... It's not okay? We'll find her again. I know we will" I say between sob. It's more like I try to convince myself than try to convince Alluka. I hug Alluka tighter as I start to cry harder. 'Y/N... Please.... Come back to me.... I need you'

Gon P.O.V

It hurts me to see my Best Friend in this state. He must've been in real pain. He loves Y/N so deeply. 'Y/N.... Where are you? Come back to us.... Killua needs you' I thought as I look at the two siblings hugging to comfort each other with sad gaze.

Alluka P.O.V

Nee-San.... I'm sorry for calling you a Monster. You were just trying to protect me. I really regret having called you a Monster. You left because of me... I'm the reason Onii-Chan is in pain now. 'Nee-San.... Please come back. I hate seeing Onii-Chan in pain like this. He really needs you. Comeback with us' I thought as I hug Onii-Chan tightly.

Time-skip

Y/N P.O.V

I woke up still in the same place. 'Did I really falls asleep here?' I look up to the sky. 'Grandma... Why is it have to happen to me? Can I ever be normal? Or this is how my life's gonna be?' I sigh and stand up. I take out my phone to see missed call and texts. Majority of them is from Killua. I read them.

From Killua:
- please come back to me Y/N

From Killua:
- I need you.

From Killua:
- baby please....

From Killua:
- Y/N answer me....

From Killua:
- please....

That's pretty much how the text is. I keep reading them with tears streaming down my face. I bit my thumb to prevent my self from crying. But it's no use. I start to sob. But then a text catch my attention. It's new message.

From: Alluka
- Y/N Nee-San. I'm so sorry for calling you a monster. You were just trying to protect me. Please comeback to us. Comeback to Onii-Chan. He really needs you. He's sick. He has a high fever. He refuses to eat. To take medicine and he's getting weaker Everyday. Please comeback. I hate to she him like this. You're the only one who could bring him back to his feet. You mean so much to him. Please... Comeback.

I don't know I mean so much to Killua. Now I know just how much I meant to him as him to me. Everyday I thought my departure only hurts me. But in reality, Killua's the one who's suffering the most. I remember what he used to say. "Physical pain doesn't hurt me as much. What hurts me the most is when you're sad or when you would leave me. So please don't ever leave me." I place my hand on my mouth. I let out a loud sob. 'What have I done. I hurt Killua more. I have to see him. I have to make sure he's okay' I thought as I get up and start running. I hope they're still in the same hotel. "Hang on Killua.... I'm coming.... Hang on.... I'm so sorry. I didn't notice I hurt you this much. I'm so stupid" I know I say I'm not coming back. But now I realise. Killua and I needed each other to go on with our life. That's why I change my mind and broke a pledge to never return. For mine and Killua's sake. I'm coming Killua...

*to be continued*

A/N: awww~ their love for each other are so powerful. did I make you cry? Is this story good? Does it suit your taste? I hope so? I'll be updating more chapter soon. So patiently wait for them. See ya!!!