Why Is It Always Me?

Preparing for shippment

Y'all best be ready for some feels. This chapter is hella fluffy and I love it so much. Enjoy!
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Chapter five:
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I slowly open up my heavy eyelids, turning my head down to see Hwasa in a vice like grip around my torso like a koala. I smile down at her relaxed face, seeing the utter peace displayed across her lightly freckled person.

I gently stroke her head with soft movements, slowly trying to arise her out of the deep sleep keeping her in the bed.

"Wasa, honey. It's time to wake up hun." She turns over, away from me while groaning. I laugh a bit, pulling her back over to face me and the incoming light from the window. "Wasa, do you remember what we have to do today?"

Her mood drastically changes with just those simple words. Knowing that I put a damper on the mood, I pull her up into my arms and speak into her ear with sincerity, "Hye-Jin, I woke you up earlier so we could spend more time together before we have to be taken to the parade."

She brings her face up to mine, placing her cheek on mine, smushing them together. "Hhhooobbbiii, I don't wanna get up, but I wanna be with Hobi too." I laugh at her, dramatically sighing.

I place her down on the bed, standing up to my full height of 5'10". "Your majesty! Whatever shall we do?!" I grasp at my chest while trying to get her to look at me, "your poor sergeant Hobi, has fallen in battle from the wound of disappointment!" She cracks open one of her brown eyes to look at me. I bring my body crashing to the ground, "your majesty! How ever shall be complete both tasks?"

I pretend to have an ideas as she covers her mouth to stop the giggles from escaping, "I know! We shall stay in bed, and share magnificent stories until Ms. Hyuna or Mr. Ravi comes to get the both of us."

She claps both of her hands onto her knees, beaming up at me as I flip back onto the mattress next to her, face down. She lets out a small squeal when I jump up and grab her into a great big hug. She nuzzles her head back into my chest as I settle us into the pillowy bed and luxurious pillows.

She looks up at me with much expectancy in her eyes, I raise an eyebrow in return. "Well?! Where's the story?" I pretend to fall asleep and reply,

"Sorry Wasa! Looks like Hobi has temporarily tapped out of the game. Please check in later!" She bursts into little giggles when those silly words exit my mouth. "Hobi! C'mon, you promised!"

I open my eyes again with a dazzling smile back onto my face, "ah alright. I did promise, didn't I? Well, a promise is a promise and one must stick to ones words truthfully and fully." She seems to be calculating those words carefully.

"Lets start with....."

----around 30 minutes later-----

"And that's how I finally got to have a pig!" She laughs out loud, fully and genuinely. I don't think I've ever experienced such a wonderful sound, know it comes from the heart. My mind goes to darker places again, realizing just how little laughter is used in district 12. We're all so preoccupied with trying no to starve and trying to survive, that all bits of happiness at thrown out the window in exchange for life. But what is life really, without fun?

I pull Hwasa into my arms once again for another hug filled with unsaid emotions. "Hobi? Not that I don't love your hugs and all, but are you alright? You seem to be thinking an awful lot."

I look to her and just smile, simply nodding at her with no sense of unease on my face. She doesn't look convinced however, so she goes to open her mouth to retaliate.

"Hob-" she's cut off my Ravi opening the door to my room. He's looking at us with no emotion, till he notices the little nugget in my arms, who just so happens to be snuggling her way farther into my chest.

He crosses his arms over his chest with a softer look and slight smile on his face. "Kids, I know we all love to stay in longer than necessary, but you have to eat before you leave."

I sigh again, pushing myself up into a sitting position which makes Hwasa fall into my lap easily. Im unaware that I've started to smooth back Wasa's hair, but when I pull my hand away, she brings in back up to her head. "Thank you Mr.Ravi, we'll be in there in just a few minutes." I smile again, bringing my hand up to try to wipe away the lingering sleep on my face.

He closes the door after a bit more small talk and I pull up Hwasa to her feet, placing her on the bed. I help her get off, seeing as she is surprisingly tiny for a ten year old. I hold her hand as we walk across the hallway into her room.

I pull away from her to being my hands up to the latches of her closet. "Well Wasa, what'll it be today?" She looks down at her feet, messing them together. "I don't really have a big preference. Seeing as they'll probably ask us to take our clothes off so we can be bathed, we probably only need simple things." I nod at her thinking, seeing it as reasonable. 

I bring out a simple white dress that has not much design to it, and gently help her into it. She smiles at the choice and brings me back into my room. I laugh at how silly her antics are and allow myself to be pulled into the foiér. As we pass the threshold of my door, she pulls me sharply to my closet, which I hadn't noticed, and brings out the same outfit I wore on the train.

"Gray looks good on Hobi. So wear this for me." I smile at her and nod quickly changing into the clothes. I don't actually have a problem with the clothes because, besides from Hwasa, they're the only things I have left of home.

After changing, I pick Hwasa back up into my arms and slowly walk through the hallway to the entrence of the dinning room. I brace myself for the day, knowing that A whole lot will happen today.

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I really should be sleeping, its around
1am here in Texas but I'm in a shit ton of pain and I'm sick too so I can't sleep. I was in a really fluffy mood, so have some sibling fluff! Jin and Jimin will both be introduced next chapter! Possibly Yoongi too. BTW IM SO GLAD YALL DONT HAVE MY SNAPCHAT BECAUSE I POST HELLA SPOILERS ON THIS BOOK THERE. IVE ALSO GOT SOOOOO MUCH PLANNED FOR THIS BOOK.