another perfect sky I damaged

Chapter 11

A/n thank you to my pot noodle for giving me this idea! love you cupcakes!xx

Maggie's pov:

I woke up in Andy's bunk his arms wrapped tight around me I looked over to see cc snoring in his bunk brilliant I rolled my eyes and started to slide out of Andy's grip. as I hit the floor I heard someone whisper my name "maggie?" I looked up, andy was still asleep so I checked the bunk underneath which obviously Ashley was in. nope Ashley's asleep as well when I turned around I saw Alice stood behind me "ohh it's you alice!" relieved I looked at her "what's up?" she looked at me her eyes filling with tears "I had a bad dream.. and. and I can't find daddy!" she whimpered we'd all become used to her calling jinxx daddy and jake dad so it distinguishes the two of them "it's ok sweetie he's probably asleep on the couch, he does it alot!" she smiled and looked at me as we walked down to the living room we had to pass Callum's bunk and I swallowed the lump in my throat. Alice must of seen the pain flicker across my face "maggie, who sleeps there?" she asked softly, she saw the picture of me and Callum blue tacked to the wall, "is that your friend?" I nodded "he would've been your uncle aswell alice." she sighed "where did he go?" she quizzed damn I was avoiding that "you know daddy's song fallen angels?" she nodded "well that's callum, a fallen angel, he was uncle Andy's adopted son, like you are jake and jinxx's adopted daughter right?" she nodded again "well about four months before jinxx and jake adopted you, callum sadly went back to all the other angels." she nodded and wiped away a tear from my cheek, I didn't realise I was crying till she did that. "so Callum died? like me other mummy and daddy?" she asked damn this kid is a genius! "yeh, he did.." she nodded like she understood "do you miss him aunty maggie?" I nodded again and she looked at me "well you have uncle andy and max now." I nodded and looked into her blue eyes "alice?" she nodded "do you want to watch-" I was cut off by her and andy yelling "BATMAN!" at the exact same time "damn biersack! how long have you been awake for?" I asked and he looked at me "as soon as you started moving I woke up bub!" he said and put his arms round my waste resting his chin on my shoulder Alice giggled "what kid?" andy said in a British accent pretending to be a police officer "you look funny with sticky upy hair uncle andy!" it's cute she only calls us that sometimes but when she's being serious and grown up she calls us by our names. we both laughed and I picked up Alice carrying her into the living room I got half way through the door only to be swept off my feet, literally! andy had picked me up and carried me to the sofa with Alice still in my arms. he put us down and put a batman disc into the player..

Jinxx's pov:

I woke up as the credits began to role for batman.. brilliant Andy's awake! I checked the time on my phone seeing it was half five in the morning I rolled over facing them all "what the fuck are you doing awake it's half five in the morning!" I asked Maggie and andy as Alice's head popped up from between them "daddy! your awake!" she half yelled i nodded "Ask your daughter why we're awake!"maggie retorted "well Maggie you did wake me up getting out of bed so meh!" andy said sticking his tongue out at Maggie "grow up biersack!" she said playfully poking him in the ribs "hey that hurt!" he said pretending to be hurt she laughed "suck it up andrew!" we all laughed then and Alice came out with something nobody expected to hear "andy? did you and Callum pretend fight like you and Maggie do?" andy looked kind of shocked and Maggie suppressed tears I looked at her and she mouthed 'i explained earlier when she asked about the picture by his bunk.' I nodded and andy stood up picking Maggie up bridal style "errm we're going to go back to sleep." I nodded and Alice walked over to me "whys aunty Maggie sad?" She asked sitting on my lap and playing with my hair. "well Callum only just recently passed away and Maggie's still not over it, he was very special to her they were really good friends and she almost lost him so many times but she almost always got to say good bye but this last time he was really gone and she didn't get to say goodbye and that really made it worse..." she nodded so I assumed she kind of got it. I looked at her and she giggled I pulled a funny face and she muttered "curiouser and curiouser.." I giggled Alice in wonderland was her faverouite movie! but it's even more adorable as she can't say it properly!

Andy's pov:

"Errm we're going to go back to sleep." I said to jinxx and carried Maggie back to the bunk room we got to our bunks and Maggie climbed into her bunk "do you want me to sleep with you or stay in mine?" I asked and she said "you stay in yours, I'm going to get ash to come and sleep in my bunk with me need a hug with my big bro you know?" she said and I nodded climbing into my bunk I heard her wake Ashley up "ash?" "grr go to sleeeeeeeeeeep!" he said and I tried not to laugh "ash I need a hug come and get into my bunk with me?" she said "fineee, just let me sleep!" He said climbing into her bunk, good his an idiot! I closed the thick black curtain around my bunk and checked my twitter and Facebook. I then decided to put a few new pictures on Instagram laughing as it got over a hundred likes in about twenty seconds this time difference thing is brilliant! I ended up falling asleep being woken up by cc and jake arguing about something as I woke up more I heard what they were saying "no you tell Andy cc, I told him last time this happened!" last time what happened? "yeah but jake it wasn't this serious last time! you tell him it's more serious now she could really hurt herself even more!" who could what's happening! I heard the door swing open and then shut again. "andy?" I heard jakes voice and then he opened the curtain "you awake?" I nodded "andy, Maggie's cutting again, and.. and she flipped out when Ashley found her blade hidden under the sink taped there saying that it wasn't hers and stuff like that she got out of the bus and went to the etf bus refusing to leave.." shit.. The blade wasn't hers but I knew who's it was "has ash found any other blades?" I asked and jake nodded "yeah there was one behind the mirror.." oh ok then that's hers so either way she is still doing it.. brilliant.. "Jake just let me get changed and I'll go see her." I actually forgot we were touring with etf and ptv. I slid down the ladder of my bunk pulling on skinny jeans and a batman hoody. walking out of the bunk room, well hopping trying to put on my vans, I walked out of the door closing it and walking to the etf bus. I knocked and Craig answered it "hey andy. you here for your girlfriend?" he asked I nodded "yup jake said she flipped out when ash found out about her cutting again." it was Craig's turn to nod he let me passed and said "she's with max, in the room right at the end of the hall." "ok thanks craig, thanks for keeping an eye on her." he nodded "no problem andy." I walked to the room Craig had directed me to knocking I heard max ask who it was "it's me, andy." I said and he opened the door wiping away a few tears quickly "oh hey andy!" he said trying not to sound worried in anyway or upset. I walked over to Maggie sitting next to her, max sat in her other side. "so I guess the guys told you, I understand if you hate me.." she sobbed and leant into max's chest crying. I put a hand on her back "I could never hate you, if I did for what you've been doing I'd be a hypocrite, I understand why you flipped out, I would to if they were accusing me over somebody else's blade.." she looked up at me "how would you know it wasn't mine... unless, oh andy.." she said and pulled my arms into her lap gentle pushing up my sleeves she saw the cuts going through the tattoos on one arm and just in general everywhere in my other arm she pulled my sleeves down and rolled hers up. I saw old scars and new ones all up her arms.. I pulled her into a hug and we stood up. thanking max and the other etf guys we walked out of the bus..

A/n my dear cupcakes a lot of you have been asking why I still mention Callum a lot, well you see just because he's dead doesn't mean he's not still a big part of the story!xxxx