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Sometimes my breathing gets heavy

And sometimes my heart starts pounding

And I get shaky

But I don't know why.

Sometimes I don't care

And sometimes I care too much

And I get confused

But I don't know why.

Sometimes my thoughts are loud

And sometimes I don't know what to think

And I get scared

But I don't know why.

Sometimes I want to go down

And sometimes I do

And I get satisfaction from that emptiness

And I think I know why:

I enjoy the pain

Because I feel safer

Under that fucking blanket.

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