!!!! TRIGGER WARNING !!!!
He finds out you cut/have cut
His P.O.V -
Today was the day that y/n was moving into my apartment. I'm so happy it's finally here. I offered to help her pack and she agreed, she's packing the downstairs whilst I pack the upstairs. I go to the bed and look under it, there's a box. I open it and find a smaller box. Hmmmmm strange, I probably shouldn't be snooping but oh well. I opened it but was shocked at what I saw. The box was full of different blades, scissors ect but there was also a small towel with blood on in their too. I feel awful. I should have known, I could have protected her and comforted her. Why?
I was moving to Luke's and I had just finished packing the downstairs. I decided to go and help luke so I went up the stairs. I got to the doorway of my bedroom but then stopped as I saw luke knelt on the floor holding my box of blades slightly shaking with his back to me. Shit. I forgot about those. This must be awful for him. I feel really bad. I sighed, he must have heard as he turned around and I saw his puffy eyes and tear-stained cheeks. I knew he would have found out sooner or later. But not like this. I just went and sat with him, him hugging me tight whilst I cried a little into his shoulder.
"When was the last time?" He asked.
"A little before i met you but never since then" I replied. He looked slightly more relieved and hugged me again.
"Then why do you still have them?" He questioned.
"I just couldn't bring myself to get rid if them" I replied honestly.
"Well now you can because you've got me. Now and forever" he said. I looked at him and we both smiled then shared a meaningful kiss.
Later we threw the box off the side of a bridge into a river. I was finally happy.
Your P.O.V -
"I HATE YOU. ALL YOU'VE DONE IS MESSED MY LIFE UP AND BROUGHT MORE UNWANTED SHIT INTO IT. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU!" My boyfriend, well now ex-boyfriend Michael screamed at me then stormed out. I just stood there shocked at his words. He thought I was cheating on him with some guy I met at a club. I didn't, I would never cheat. The tears were running freely down my face. I can't believe he said that. We have had arguments but he's never said anything like that to me, ever. I did the only thing I could think of. I ran to the bathroom. I shut the door and slid down it. He was my world. He hates me now and wants nothing to do with me. If I can't have him, then life isn't worth living. I crawled over to the cabinet and grabbed the blades. I sat in the middle of the bathroom on the floor and began cutting my wrist. One for everything that hurt me and each time getting deeper and deeper. The tears still falling. I looked and saw the blood running down my arm from each cut and dripping onto the tiled floor. Then the door opened.
His P.O.V -
After I left I felt terrible. I've never said anything like that before. My anger just took over me. I didn't mean any of it. I still love her. I was out side and walking down the street to my car when I bumped in to the guy at the club that was with y/n , well he is gonna get a beating.
"Hey you! YOU FUCKING MADE MY GIRLFRIEND CHEAT IN ME DIDN'T YOU!?!?" I shouted at him.
"If you mean y/n then no I didn't. We are just friends an besides I'm gay." He said awfully calmly. I mean yeah, he could be lying but he did seem a little gay when I fist met him but I thought nothing of it. I didnt think y/n would to that to me either. And he seems to be telling the truth.
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