Clinical depression. That's what the doctor called it. I had heard about it

I'm Elizabeth Arabella-Marie Carter. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of being upset. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. But most of all I'm tired of being tired.

So I'm going to end it. End the pain, the suffering, the sadness.

But before I do I am going to go through some of my pictures. I am going to show you 5 pictures from my photo album. Just five. Seems small but some of them are going to take a while to explain. Here goes...

Have you ever had that feeling that nobody in this world cares about you? You know when you feel that there is no one on this earth who is there for you when you need them and you are there for them when they need you. Just that feeling of being cared about. Yeah me too. No one.

So as I am sat here in my room I decided that I am going to review my life. Just see if anyone out there actually cared for and I just accidentally missed them out. You know just in case someone on this planet out of these 7 billion people actually love me.

Over the next 5 pictures I am going to be showing you my life and why I am in this situation now.

Before I die.



disclaimer: READ AT OWN RISK. this book was written when I was 13 and so its kinda crappy, don't say I didn't warn you.



Decided to write this book because I got the idea of it and felt I wanted to upload it.

Hope you like this. Its quite different from my other book and if you havent read that yet you should.

Short chapter just to get started.

This book will include quite a lot of flash backs so please try and keep up. Also

Anyway see ya later with a new chapter.

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