Chapter 1

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People say that your Childhood memories are the best ones. I guess I agree...

My childhood was filled with days at the beach and when my Pa would throw me into the water as my giggles turn to bubbles. There were also times when my Ma would sing to me so sweetly that even the birds would stop singing just to listen. As a kid i believed this although in reality they were just sleeping like me! I think I remember going to the fayre once when I was 6 years old. All these memories are locked up in my brain and no one but me will ever know of them...

Well everyone except Harry... I tell him everything but a lot of time i dont need to as he lived through it all with me. Every step of the way, he was with me. He came to the beach with us and played with my hair as I lay in the sand. He was holding my hand when I first learnt to ride a bike and at Aunt Cassie's wedding he twirled me round the ballroom floor, making me feel like a princess. He held me as I cried at my Sister's funeral and later on I lay in his arms until I cried myself to sleep. He never told me it was going to be okay because it wasnt, he never told me not to cry because I had to let it go. He only listened and silently shed tears too. He felt my pain and I his. We were always in sync and I guess that's what made everything so special. 

When Clara passed I shut down and I didnt speak. I had nightmares and apparently I would scream out for Her. Harry would hear me from next door and climb through my window. He would stand there to check if I was awake, his gracious silhouette swallowed by my billowing curtains in the nightime breeze. He would stay the night just next to me as I slept and then he would leave in the morning as the sun flew into the sky. This happened almost every night for almost a year. On my 14th birthday I realized that mourning Clara wouldn't bring her back and that she would want me to seize every moment and every opportunity. Its what she did until the night of the accident and she was always smiling, even when she said goodbye...

On Valentines day I was alone and I was reading The Fault in Our Stars and as tears ran down my face, so did my mascara! I had been rubbing at my eyes when I had heard a knock on my window. I ran to it to see Harry down below in only a white Tee and beige trousers with dishevelled hair and no shoes on either! "Rapunzel, Rapunzel throw down your hair!" He had yelled and all of a sudden he had started to climb the vines on the wall! As he perched on the windowsill he grinned like a cheshire cat as I asked "Wheres your girl? I thought you had a date tonight, Styles!" I remember expecting him to leave right then for another girl yet he laughed his adorable laugh as his eyes beamed at me, a sparkle contained in those emerald eyes. "Your my only girl, Belle!" He whispered as he jumped down, landing on the ground with lightly, trying not to wake anyone as it was 11:00 PM. 

"Belle! Belle!" I am shaken out of my trip down memory lane to hear my Ma's voice floating up the stairs. Sprinting down the stairs I throw on a jumper and turn into the living room to see my Ma holding out the phone for me. "Who is it?" I mouthed and at the same moment she shook her head and walked out of the room. I look at the time on the phone and it only says 50 seconds which means she hasnt talked to them. I slowly speak into the reciever. "Hello?" and all of a sudden I hear the all too familiar laugh of Mr Harry Styles. I smiled to myself and ran back upstairs for some privacy.

"Dawson, I would have expected more of a hello from you! I guess we're going to have to start over! Hang up now!" and with that the line was dead! Giggling I waited for the phone to ring again and as I waited for him to call back I plaited my Chestnut Hair. The rintone sounded and I picked up the phone pratically yelling down the line "Styles, I somehow knew you would call!" only to hear him chuckle and say "Miss Dawson, You know me too well! Where's your boyfriend today?" Zac and I have been dating for almost 3 months now and every time he calls Harry mentions him in some way or another. When he left for America about 6 months ago I couldn't believe that he as gone but distance only made the heart grow fonder and he would call at least once every week. Harry is going to Princeton right now and it is only 3 days until he flys back for spring break! He's staying with his parents for 3 weeks and no one's more excited than me! 

"Zac's actually here making out with me right now!" I reply smirking as I know he gets jealous so easily. I can just picture his horrified face right now and its everything I have not to start giggling right this second! "W-what?" He stutters, the horror clear as day in his voice! "Ummmm... are you serious?" I lose it then and burst out laughing and a sigh of relief comes through the speaker in thosde seconds. "Of course not! He's at a swimming gala right now! God you should have heard yourself! That was hilarious!" He comes back fast though and quickly replys "Oh and why aren't you supporting him? I'm sure you love gawking at his toned body!" I blush but try not to let him win and I come back with "Not everyone's like you, Styles!" I can hear his gorgeous laugh and then I seductively whisper "Anyway, why would I want to stare at his body when I can stare at yours?" I can hear him gulp and he starts to stutter. He's so easy and its actually adorable. "Im kidding, Styles!" Ma's voice starts again screaming about how i'm running up the phone bill again! "I have to go but I'll see you in 3 days?" I say to him and he sighs and says something about my Ma controlling me and then he whispers "I can't wait! I've missed you!" and with that the line is cut off...

"I miss you too" I say and put the phone back.  These are going to be a long 3 days!

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