Chapter thirty seventh:
"I'm really sorry Georgie."
"Hey, it's ok Aggy"
I sighed. I don't know what to do. Hiyang hiya na ako sa mga nangyari.
"I-I just. I-I ---"
"Agatha, really it's just ok. Atsaka parang hindi naman ako sanay sa mga ganyan. duh? like I own a bar" she giggled
Georgie will be Georgie. napapangiti nlang ako.
"Ugh okay. I give up. but still, I'm really sorry."
Medyo nawala na din yung pagkahiya ko dahil sa mga nangyari.
"Okay. okay. haha. i'll hang up. I have something to do pa eh"
"Sure. okay then. bye George. and thanks"
"Anything Agatha. bye"
Then she hung up. 2 araw na din yung lumipas matapos yung nangyari sa Amin ni Lance sa bar ni Georgie. and I swear, Hiyang hiya ako. I can't even remember how did I found my way home.
I sighed. hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa din siya kinakausap, siya din naman eh. tss.
"Les, you're crying again"
Nabigla ako sa nagsalita pero mas nabigla ako sa sarili ko. only to find out that I'm crying. AGAIN.
"I just can't help it Trish."
Napatingin ako sa kanya, she has those worried eyes again. ugh. I hate when people worries for me. kasalukuyan akong nandito kela Trisha. I need a friend. wala akong matakbuhan. ayoko namang tumakbo kela mommy dahil nahihiya ako.
Hindi ko namalayang nakalapit na pala siya sken.
"Hey stop that. it's okay"
She wipes my tears. Trish's always been sweet kahit kanino. i'm very happy to know how lucky Nick is with her.
Napa-iwas naman ako ng tingin. I can't take it. ayoko ng May nag-aalala sa akin. ayokong makita nilang mahina ako.
I closed my eyes. And breathe some air. I can still remember the argument we had and it's damn killing me.
"D-Damn you Lance! I-I hate you! I hate you!"
I don't know where did I find the strength to shout at him. Patuloy pa din sa pag-agos yung mga luha ko. tsk.
"Fuck! What the hell is wrong with you Leslie?!" sabi nito ng makarecover sa sampal ko.
Kung galit siya, pwes mas galit ako.
"What's wrong with me?! you're asking me what's wrong with me?! well, let me rephrase that to you, what the fuck is wrong with you Montemayor?!!!?" I said with the loudest tone of my voice. how could he say that to me?!
I saw how he was stunned. should I be happy to see that reaction because I know I am at the right track or afraid to know the truth?
Nagulat ako ng bigla Niya nlang ako hinablot sa braso ng mahigpit.
"A-aray! N-nasasaktan ako!"
"Damn! ako ba ang nagpunta ng bar?! ako ba ang nag suot ng halos wala nang saplot? Ako ba ang nakikipaglan-----"
For the second time. I slapped him using my free hand. I can feel the tension between us. mabuti nlang at kaunting tao lang ang nasa labas. at nagpapasalamat din ako sa malakas na tugtog nanggagaling sa loob ng bar.
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