Something else happened. One of my eyes Changed. From purple to blue. And then blue rings appeared and it didnt go away. It just Changed in a sec! so now my eys are purple and blue, great! Alex was burried and mama didnt want a funeral it would be too sad. Investigators asked alot of questions. The family that Alex was at was killed too. Shots in the heart and the head. I cried. Everynight. Too sleep. Why? My heart hurt so bad. Why? What did he do to deserve this? I ran away drom home today to have some alone time. I went to an icey place 15 blocks away. I am writing this while my hands are cold. And then, another shake. I just stayed, no fear.