My Life: The Painstakingly Documented Account of Camila Anderson's Descent into Madness

Part 17: hirhgirjiiwrhgrrjrihf4[pw4 HE DID WHAT?

Sorry its a little short.

I will upload another later.

I think...

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I was sitting with Pepper and Thea eating freezes while in the theatre waching Jesse to some speech.

We are not stalkers.

Just investigaters.

"Music is not something you can just play, it has to have a deeper meaning. You might have a great voice, but it won't feel the same apposed to having a connection with either the song or the artist." Jesse said looking at absolutly nothing.

He's so effing hawt.

All of the girls were up in the first and second rows just oggling at Jesse while the boys were in the back.

We were farther but thats ok, we were hidden.

"Now, i know this girl. I havn't known her for very long, but she seems like my type," Jesse spoke as if he were looking right at me.

But we were hidden so, I got that part covered.

Pepper and Thea both poked me the the arm.

"He's talking about you!" Pepper whispered as Thea giggled in agreement.

"He isn't talking about me!" I shouted.

Oops...

Everyone turned their heads in our derection.

"Ah, it's just the girl I was looking for! You know Cammie, you can't let me think you ditched class and then spy on me!"

"Well, thats what I ALWAYS do! Psh, yea."

Lies.

"Yea sure it is. Pepper, Thea, I believe you have somewhere to be?"

"Yes Jesse," They giggled and ran out to get to their own seminar ma bobber thing.

"Now guys, I want to show you how you should be performing once opening night comes, any volenteers?" Jesse said and wiggled his eyebrows at me.

A whole bunch of hands shot up.

I wasn't one of them.

The only place I was confortable singing in was my music classroom.

I have mayjor stage fright.

"How about you, Camila?" Airabelle said.

What the hell was she doing here?

Shes a dancer!

"What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"My daddy pulled a few strings and he said I could do whatever I wanted too! So, I chose this."

"Spoiled brat..." I muttered.

"Now Cammie, be nice." Jesse came over to me and smiled.

He has a putry smile.

"Ok. But i'm not singing." I whispered playfully to him.

But seriously, I'm not singing.

"Okay you don't have to."

GOOD!

"But you have to sing for me, or else how will I know your any good?"

Damn...

"He was so flirting with you!" Pepper said as I told her what had ahppened.

"Crap, I wanted him to be mine!" Thea said jokingly.

We were eating, yes you guessed it, freezes if the cafiteria place and I was confused.

I think i like Jesse , but i can't forget about River.

Gawd, I hate this.

And I can't tell Pepper and Thea cause they don't know River.

I can't tell Ella and Lyn cause my phone died.

"Come on! You have to practice for the ballet thing!"

"Aahahahahahaha, your phunny." I told Thea, who so kindly brought it up.

They got up and pulled me out to the theatre, where Jesse and all the other leaders were waiting for me.

I stood up on the stage. My hands were shaking and my mouth was dry.

Oh how i'd kill for an Icee right now.

"Go." Jesse said and smiled.

"Uh..... I'm scared." I whispered to him.

He laughed.

Laughing at my pain.

What else is new?

"I'll go if you turn arround. Actually, all you the leaders can turn around." I told him.

"Cammie, I-"

"Tell them! For me?"

"Fine. Guys, do you mind turning around?"

Everyone looked puzzeled.

"Well you see, I have stage fright and uh it would make it easier for me and all..."

They all turned around.

Crap, they wern't supposed to do THAT!

Here goes nothing...

"Wow." Jesse said when i was finnished. "Your fucking amazing." he continued.

"Fanks..." I said and blushed."It was the first thing that popped into my head, you know. Scouting For Girls, they're cool..."

I didn't think it was all that good.

I didn't even practice!

"I thought that was a perfect song.Lets take a walk, girly." Jesse said and slipped his hand around my waist.

Oo lar-lar.

"HE DID WHAT?" Thea shouted.

Pepper culdn't say anything, she was busy choking on her Smarties.

Can you believe they ahev never had Smarties before?

"He kised me!" I squeled!

Yes, its ture,

I, Camila Anderson, have been kissed by a boy!

I sound like i'm 12 or something.

Anyways, not just any boy, BUT JESSE!

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"How was it?" Pepepr said.

"Did he do tounge?" Thea asked.

"Okay, it was great, no more then great, and Thea, no, he didn't."

This. Is, The. BEST. Camp. Of Life.

Nuff said.