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"Hyung," Namjoon almost jumped, seeing Jimin, his elder brother by 4 years, standing by the window, in his room. "What are you doing in my room?"

"You didn't sleep here last night," Jimin turned to look at him.

"Yeah," Namjoon said and went ahead to take of the shirt Jin had borrowed him, since his got drenched and dirty in the rain.

"Are you going to return that?" Jimin turned walked away from the window.

"Mmmh, I should but no," Namjoon smiled sadly. "It smells like him."

"Do I want to know what happened last night?"

"Uh, well, not last night but this morning. It was... One of the best mornings of my life and at the same time the worst."

Jimin listened to him.

"He doesn't want to see me again," Namjoon's voice cracked. "I don't think I can stay away."


"I know what you want to say but I don't care if he's older than me or if he's in a relationship. Hyung, I'm in love with Seokjin. No one can love him like I do, not even that writer dude. I can't give up."

Jimin pulled Namjoon to the bed and wrapped his arms around him.

"No one understands how I feel," Namjoon sobbed.

"I do, Joonie. I used to be just like you back in high school."

"Really? How?"

"Whenever I had a crush on someone, I got hurt a lot because I crushed hard. They never liked me back. "

"That's not true. You always had the hot girls flocking our house. Dad had to get that one dog to scare them away, but the dog died of poison right?"

Jimin chuckled. "Yeah, I had crazy fans back then. But then I liked people who had no chance of liking me back."

"How did you deal with it?"

"I let go."

Namjoon shook his head. "I can't let Seokjin go. I love him."

Jimin nodded, a deep frown appearing on his face. "It's not a crime to love. But be careful not to scare him away, Joonie."

Namjoon remained silent.

Jimin patted his shoulder and got up from the bed. "Are you hungry?"

Namjoon shook his head. "No."

"Okay," He said, ruffling Namjoon's hair softly before leaving the room.

Namjoon lay back on his bed, hugging Seokjin's shirt to himself and taking in the scent he already missed. If only Seokjin was his.


Seokjin spotted Hoseok as he walked through the gates, dragging his luggage behind. A huge smile appeared on his face as he put up his hand.

Hoseok's eyes caught him almost immediately and a beautiful smile spread on his face. He quickened his steps and soon was engulfed in a tight hug.

"I missed you so much," Hoseok said, his face buried in Seokjin's neck.

"I missed you too," Seokjin hugged him tight.

"Are you good?" Hoseok asked pulling away.

Seokjin nodded. "Yeah, you?"

"I am now," Hoseok smiled more and kissed Seokjin's cheek.

"Let's go," Seokjin said, taking Hoseok's luggage, with one arm around Hoseok's waist, he led the way to his car.


"Finally!" Hoseok gave a sigh of relief as he walked into the house and collapsed on the couch.

Seokjin chuckled. "Welcome home, baby."

"Thanks, babe. It's good to be back," Hoseok said, shutting his eyes and relaxing more into the couch.

Seokjin realised he must be tired.

"Do you want something to eat?"

"Mmh? Yeah," Hoseok said and outstretched his hands, motioning for Seokjin to come over.

Seokjin walked over to him and once he put his hands in Hoseok's, Hoseok pulled him onto his body.

"Babe, you should eat first," Seokjin said once he saw Hoseok leaning into kiss him.

"I want you," Hoseok insisted and once his lips made contact with Jin's, he felt a wave of satisfaction wash through his body.

Seokjin was hesitant but still kissed Hoseok back, only lightly. Hoseok's attempt to deepen the kiss was rejected by Seokjin who only gave into to soft pecks to the lips.

Hoseok went to cup Seokjin's butt but Seokjin started to pull away.

"Is everything okay, babe?" Hoseok asked, leaning back so he could study Jin's face.

"Uh, y-yeah," Jin nodded, looking unsure. "Everything's fine."

"You sure?"

Seokjin nodded.

"Then why won't you let me touch you? Didn't you miss me, babe?"

Seokjin felt guilt eat up to his soul. He had missed Hoseok, missed him to the core even but he couldn't bring himself to do anything with him. He felt so dirty, so unclean, unworthy of Hoseok's touch. And it pained him. The look of hurt on Hoseok's face pained him deeply.

"I di-" He cleared his cracked voice. "I did, baby. It's just, uh, I don't feel right," Hoseok raised a brow, so he added. "You just got back. You should be hungry and tired."

Seokjin got up, so Hoseok wouldn't attempt any move on him.

"I'm fine, babe," Hoseok chuckled. "But okay, if you say so. I'll take a shower then eat. Will that make you happy?"

Seokjin nodded.

"Okay. Anything for you," Hoseok got up and took Seokjin's hand, he ran his thumb across the back Seokjin's palm. "I'm glad to be back here with you, babe."

Seokjin couldn't form any words. He forced a smile and nodded.

Hoseok let out a huge breathe from his mouth. "I'll be in the shower, just in case," He bit his lips and winked.


Namjoon- I miss you already

Seokjin groaned in anger as he read the text. Why won't this kid leave him alone already!? How was he going to explain his phone going off every five seconds, with Hoseok there with him.

Namjoon- I want to feel you inside me.

"Stop it!" Seokjin yelled.

"Babe? Are you okay?" Hoseok called from downstairs and Seokjin could hear him run up the stairs.

"Uh..." He had to come up with something. "Baby," He called back and went to meet Hoseok halfway on the stairs.

"I heard your voice," Hoseok looked at him worried.

"No, it's nothing. Taehyung wouldn't stop bugging me to help him get kook to like him back."

"Oh," Hoseok nodded. "I see."

"Yeah," Seokjin nodded.

"Are you busy?"

"No, why?" Seokjin asked but was answered when Hoseok snaked his arms around his waist, and stood on his toes to kiss Seokjin's lips.

"Because I missed my boyfriend so much, and I want him to hold me," Hoseok said and captured Seokjin's lips in his.

"S-sure, but first I have to run to the grocery store," Seokjin lied and raced down the stairs.

"Really? Now?" Hoseok called behind him.

"Yeah, sorry!" And Seokjin was out of the house.

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