Don't let me down | Muke

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DAY TWO WHALECUM. anyway. bye. jk. I'm going to post the introduction to the story of "Taken" in a bit and the story will be called: "Nemesis" bc of purposes explained and the lack of a better title oops. either way, when I post the first chapter (which is basically the one shot but with deets on the ?) pls don't bring the answer as to who the ? is to the one shot here bc the fun of the ? here is that you can imagine whoever you want y'know aha. so yeah, that being said, LETS MOVE ONNNNN.

this one was requested by mrsmikey1995: "Where Michael's with whoever he's dating (Luke) and Luke never asks him to hang out or go on dates or anything, but he's always around the other boys. And Michael gets really self conscious about it and he feels unworthy or unwanted by Luke, so he gets paranoid and thinks Luke's cheating on him. And then Michael feels like he's not good enough and gets super depressed about it. But when Luke finds out, he like freaks out and "shows him just how special he is"?"

I hope it's like you wanted and that you enjoy!! x

Contains: hand&b-job, overstimulation, top!Luke
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Lately, Michael had been getting really... well, down was the easiest word, but it didn't quite describe it. He had been dating Luke for a while now and he was honestly happy with the blonde. At first anyway, now he wasn't so sure anymore.

It had come to Michael's attention that Luke never asked him to hang out anymore. Of course, that's because they're dating so technically you say dating instead of hanging out, but even while dating they hung out. They were best friends, but at the same time lovers.

But, like said just now, Luke didn't really ask Michael to hang or go out lately and it was bothering Michael. Especially since Luke didn't seem to have a problem at all with hanging with Ashton and Calum. Which, actually, only made it worse. It was as if Luke wasn't interested in him anymore.

Which in turn fueled Michael's insecurity and maybe even slight paranoia, making his thoughts fly everywhere. Had Luke fallen out of love with him? Was he annoying? Had their relationship never been anything real? Did Luke realise Michael wasn't up to his standards? Was Luke cheating?

The last was the worst thought out of all, dragging Michael down even further and even making him cry himself to sleep one night. Luke hadn't stayed over after all and even gone out with Ashton and Calum, not caring to invite Michael, as it seemed. It was then he just knew he wasn't good enough for Luke anymore and that he should just stay in bed forever. Hide away from the world and Luke.

That was all he was good for anyway. Lay in his bed and waste his days away. At times game, but that wasn't happening right now. He was feeling way too sad for that. He didn't want to game. He just wanted to lie in bed and well, maybe fall asleep forever. But he couldn't just leave the band, that being about the only thing that kept him up and made him leave the bed for food and drinks and the bathroom on occasion.

Things didn't really change for a while, with Michael continuing to sulk and letting his thoughts eat away at him. It hurt and it was terrible, but he didn't see any other solution. He couldn't just let it affect him though, because he still had a band to make happy. He did manage to lift his spirit whenever they had to be out on stage, but he had to admit, that was something that just made him happy. It went all by itself there.

But the second they'd be backstage and away from anyone that he didn't want to disappoint, he would sink back into his world of thoughts and sadness. He would just push himself to follow the other three and to get back to the hotel. And once back there, he would take a quick shower to undo himself of the sweat and slight smell, before he would curl up in the bed and spend the rest of his time there.

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