little omega

ch 10

RAINS POV (ITS FINALLY HAPPENING!)

My mum left me home with Cici and the beta. We played but eventually Cici went home.

I get bored so I sit on my skateboard and push myself around the house.

As I try get up a stabbing pain enters my hip. Crying out in pain I collapse on the floor.

After I gather myself again I try pull myself up but I fail. Screaming in agony I feel tears running down my face. The shooting pains feel like they are cutting me apart, it feels like I'm on fire.

Why can't I be normal.. Why can't I have operational legs.. Why does everyone bully me..what they have said, has became permanently etched into my mind. And forever I will just be the "lollipop" because I'm overweight and can only walk on sticks.

Sometimes I choose not to use them, because then I'm normal for a break moment.. But even then each step I take makes me wanna collapse.

I've started acting more childish and I don't know why. Maybe it's my way of catching up the years of life I missed due to the cursed sticks that I relly on. I keep everything bottled up inside.. One day I know that bottle will break and he'll will break lose.

Hearing the door unlock I pull myself up and wipe my tears away. Crying is a sign of weakness. No one should ever see me cry. I refuse to become weak as well as all the other negative words people have used to describe me.

My parents always told me I was a gift from the moon goddess when they adopted me. But when I found out I'm a omega that is becoming the next alpha I started having doubts.

I hear paws clicking on the wood floors coming to my room. That can either be my parents, or its wuffi. I hope it's wuffi, I just wanna cuddle him and cry into his coat until I fall asleep.

My door creaks open and wuffi trots in. Except there's something different about him. His eyes are no longer just blue they now have pink flecks in them. They are really pretty.

Patting Mt lap I call him over. He lies on my lap and I just hug him around the neck. I've been hearing his voice lately. I've been talking to him. I dunno if it's normal or not but I can mindlink him that's why he's such a good therapy dog.

He knows my deepest secrets.

Burying my head in his coat I let out a muffled sob. The tears start flowing and don't stop.

"sore?" he links. His voice to me is a sweet husky sound. I smirk at the pun I just made. Yes I'm sad and in pain but even thinking about wuffi makes me happy. Almost as happy as James makes me feel.

Responding to his voice I simply nod my head yes in agreement. He suddenly leaves and comes back with tissues. Dropping them by my side he orders me to clean up. I do what he tells me and he dissappears again.

This time he comes back with my medicines and painkillers. "take." he orders again. Sheesh talk about bossy I say to myself. Wuffi surprises me by letting out a low growl. "I heard that". Facepalming myself at forgetting about the open link I respond "Of course you did."

Taking my medicine I pull wuffi close to me and lie down. Yawning I let out a muffled nanyt. To anyone who's there. And I let sleep take over me.

The last thing I saw was wuffis pink and blue eyes staring up at me.

*Authors note *
So I was in immense agony currently because I have perthese disease and it's been unbearably sore lately. I go to the doc in July after exams. I start exams on Monday so my updates may be slow🌸❤I apologise ❤🌸 stay fabulous!