So Soon - Josh Ramsay/Marianas Trench Fanfiction (Sequel to Porcelain)

8. Screams and Videos

Chapter 8

"YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND RAMSAY! THIS IS WRONG!" I screamed as I stormed around.

"I TOLD YOU. I ASKED HER TO COME AND SHE SAID NO. REMEMBER THE SAYING, WHATEVER HAPPENS IN VEGAS STAYS IN VEGAS?" Josh yelled.

"MAYBE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO ON A TRIP WITH HER BOYFRIENDS EX. DO YOU SEE THAT MAYBE? DROP THE WHOLE FUCK AMANDA THING AND TELL HER THE TRUTH. TELL HER THAT WE WERE HOPELESSLY IN LOVE AND WE KISSED THE OTHER DAY." I screeched.

"NO. I'M NOT YOU. I'M NOT GOING TO BREAK HER FUCKING HEART LIKE YOU DID TO ME."

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I left filming early because I became really bored. Everybody was busy and shit today and I was honestly to scared to talk to Josh. After her dropped the whole I broke his heart thing I ran out. Someone knocked on my door. I got up off the couch and opened up the door. There was the last thing I thought I'd see. Josh stood there with red puffy eyes and messy hair.

"Oh darling, what's wrong?" I asked. He just stood there.

"She cheated. AMANDA CHEATED ON ME PORCELAIN AND I'VE JUST LOST EVERYTHING THAT WAS IMPORTANT TO ME." Josh cried. I hugged him and made him sit down on Matt's bed.

"Josh, don't say that. If she cheated, she must not understand how amazing you are. I know she was important but Ramsay, you can't cry over this. You did not do anything wrong." I said and rubbed his shoulder. Damn I forgot how tall he is. I felt so bad for him, but I was screaming for joy on the inside. I could have a chance.

"You don't understand, she's been doing it for 9 months. Porcelain, I loved her." Josh bawled.

"Josh, look at me." I ordered. He looked at me straight in the eyes. Oh how bad I wanted to makeout with him was terrible. "You are so much better than this. You deserve better. You are the all mighty Joshua Keller Ramsay. She was stupid to do such awful thing to you." I said.

"Now I remember why I liked you. You're so amazing. You can take anybody out of a shit mood." Josh said as he broke eye contact. I fell back on the bed, smiling.

"10 years later and you are still the most amazing human ever." I said.

"Better than Matt?" Josh asked while wiping away his tears.

"Yes better than Matt. Matt's my best friend but there's no way I forgot about you. Check it out." I pulled the ring off my finger and handed it to him.

"You kept it?" Josh asked, smiling with tears brimming his eyes.

"Of course. I wear it every day. Josh it's a promise ring. A promise that I'd come back, and I kept it." I smiled.

"The thing is Porce, I don't know what love is. I don't know if it was the feeling of being with you or Amanda." Josh sighed.

"Well, what one felt more right?" I asked. Before he could answer Matt bursted through the door.

"Get ready, were going out in 40 minutes for food. Be fancy." Matt said. Josh left to get ready and I grabbed my suitcase and ran to the bathroom.

I threw on that dress with stars on it and did my makeup. We had 20 minutes left. Shit. No time for curling my hair. I finished up my red lipstick and got out my straightener. I straightened my hair.

"CAE! WEAR HEELS." Matt yelled. I sighed and grabbed a pair of black heels out of my bag. I unpluged my straightener and strapped on the heels. I touched up my makeup once more and got out of the bathroom. Everybody was waiting. I stumbled out and looked at everyone. They were all in suits and hot damn Josh looked good in a suit. Josh got up and hooked me in the arm.

"You Porcelain, look amazing." Josh said.

"Thank you. Not to bad yourself Ramsay." I giggled. I couldn't help to remember that one time at that end of the summer party when Josh picked me up.

●○⊙○●Flashback●○⊙○●

"Do you look pretty, Porcelain!" Josh grabbed my hand and twirled me around. He wore that damn AC/DC shirt that I used to wear around the house all the time. Then the usual Josh outfit, skinny jeans, a leather jacket and converse. His hair was placed perfectly on his head, and his newly pierced tongue made him sound a bit funny. That was the man I feel in love with.

●○⊙○●End of Flashback●○⊙○●

"So, how are you?" I asked.

"Heartbroken." Josh said. I hugged him.

"It'll be alright." I sighed. Josh cracked a smile, but it was such a sad smile, it didn't look right. "I can stay back with you, I can convince Matt somehow."

"Don't. I wanna have fun. It's our half way point of filming." Josh said.

"Okay." I sadly smiled at him. "WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR BITCHES? LETS GO." I screamed and Matt laughed at me. We went out and got into cars. I was in a car with Josh, Kyle, Mike, and Darla. I was squished in between Darla and Kyle. I leaned my head on Kyle.

"What up, little one?" He asked.

"That whole video thing for my band. 3 guys and me. We live in Ontario but I could definitely ship them out here for a bit. It would be for our song My Boots." I said.

"Let me here it." Kyle said. I got out my phone and went into my music. I played the song. Before Kyle could say anything Josh bursted in.

"Holy shit Porcelain, was that really you? That was amazing." Josh said from the passenger seat. I giggled.

"2 weeks straight of me and Michael to write it and 1 month of me and the guys writing the music. This song was hell." I chuckled. Josh nodded. "Kyle?" I asked.

"Ideas for a video?" Kyle asked.

"Kind of like a cliche disney princess love story thing between me and my guitarist Michael. Rupunzell or some shit. You feel me?" I asked.

Kyle nodded and laughed. "I'll do it. When do you want to. I think I'm good for next month if you are!"

"I am calling Michael right now." I said as I dialed his number.

"Hey boo. What's up?" Michael asked.

"Now that you and Raine are together can I still kiss you while being filmed?" I asked. Michael laughed.

"Are we filming a porno?" Michael asked. I laughed. So did Kyle because he could hear him from being so close to me.

"No silly. Remember our idea for My Boots video?" I asked.

"OH MY GOD YOU GOT SOMEONE TO FILM IT FOR US? I'LL FUCK YOU UP THE ASS IF IT'LL MAKE THE VIDEO HAPPEN." Michael screamed. Me and Kyle bursted out in laughter.

"I TOLD YOU MICHAEL. NO MORE FILMING PORN!" Raine yelled. We laughed.

"Seriously, are we busy next month? Like for a day or 2. To film the video of our dreams oh my god I'm dying right now." I said. Michael chuckled.

"Same oh my god. Where are we doing it?" I asked.

"Here, in uh, Vancouver. By the way, do you think you could get the guys to fly out here for a bit?" I asked hopefully. I could almost hear Michael smiling.

"FOR FUCKING SURE. JUST GIVE ME THE DATES AND WE'LL BE THERE BABY. Also, do we need Raine to come?" Michael asked, hoping he could bring his girlfriend. An idea popped into my head.

"Give me to Raine." I said. He did as told. "Rainababy next month, you, me, Reverse, Marianas Trench, Kyle and a shit ton of cameras. YOU FINALLY GET TO MEET THE GUYS. " I said. Mike and Josh laughed.

"Yay! Now listen, I've got to go. Me and Michael are on our way out. Love you." Raine said.

"Later, tell Michael I said bye. Love you too." I smiled then she hung up. We pulled up to the restaurant.