Im still thinking about what my sister had said..about aimee..wanting me to get back..
After everything she did how could she think that i want to be with her again...
It was too much..
I endure the pain for almost 9 years..
Never did i feel that she was happy with me.
Everytime were together..she was always in a hurry..
Always wanted to leave..
Always thinking of someone else and not me...
How could that be love...
it was all selfishness..
everytime i think about her
I felt stupid..
How could i be so dumb..
She was never faithful to me...
I was never her first priority.but she was always been..
I did everything..even if it was beyond my limits..
I did it ...with my eyes unopened..
Cause i always thought..she was the only person who could love me..
i was so afraid to be alone..
So i intended to be with her...
Even if it was a mess
Until time had come..
I became who i was now..
It was because of her...
I let her dictate everything..even if i dont want...
I took a course which is againts me..
I became a doctor..
Even if i wanted to be a teacher..
it was finally over...