I sat in my tree for what felt like hours. For awhile I was drawing then I heard a knock. I looked over and saw it was Justin. I looked back at my drawing trying not to pay attention to him.
J: "Hey, can we talk?"
T: "About what?"
T: "I guess?"
Justin then walked in and sat down next to me while I was drawing. I scooted away from him and gave him the 'what the fuck do you think your doing?' face. Justin sighed heavily and we stayed quite for awhile.
J: "Your a really god drawer."
I looked at him and then looked back at my drawing.
J: "So ummm how have you been?"
I looked up at him and sighed.
T: "Life is okay, I was happy, but then sad, I'm like bi polar."
J:"Oh, can I ask you something?"
T: "Why not?" I said with a attuide
J: "Do you hate me?"
T: "That wasn't even a question."
J: "Yes it was."
T: "I don't like you, I want nothing to do with."
J: "Ouch that hurt."
T: "Yeah get use to it."
J: "You know I really am sorry, I knew what I did was wrong and I-"
T: "Then why did you do it?"
J: "I can't even answer that myself."
T: "Haha lies." I said getting up.
J: "I know what she told you. And that all a lie, the last words you where suppose to say to me was 'I love you'."
T: "You know Justin things change that was 9 years ago. I've grown up!"
J: "I know and I love who you turned out to be."
T: "Just shut up, go away."
J: "Don't talk to me like that!"
T: "Why not!?"
J: "Because I am you're father!"
T: "No you're not, you re just some asshole of the street who sags his pants and doesn't know enough to wear a belt, you don't know how to love anyone. You don't know how to take care of anyone, you are just a selfish prick!"
I then ran out of the tree house.
J: "Well your going to have to live with me, I got you back!"
I stooped running and looked up.
J: "You're coming to live with me."
T: "Fuck you, You will never be my father, I will never love you!" I then ran inside and went to my room.
God I really screwed up with Tara. Why was I so dumb that night? I wish she would understand that I do love her and I care for her. She just thinks everything she has been told about me is true, but if she got to know me she would understand.
I won't be updating anything anymore. I'm sorry. But I'll keep the stories up.