1 weeks later.....
I'm on my way to the mall. Me and Alyssa are going shopping. If y'all forgot who Alyssa is reread chapter 8. Me and Alyssa have become best friends these last couple of months.
I parked by the food court and made my way in. I walked around the mall and went into h&m to see if I saw anything cute.
"Biiitttcchh" Alyssa yelled while hugging me.
"I was looking all over for you" I said while hugging her back.
"Oh shit my bad, I came straight in here..you know they having a sale" Alyssa said. We walked around and found some cute things. We than headed to Victoria secret.
"This right here, Qúe will love this" Alyssa said while holding some kinky lingerie up to me.
"No...that's trashy" I said. We both laughed. We both spent over 200 in there. After that we both said our goodbyes and I headed to Quanell's apartment. I would of called him but my phone died. I parked and headed up stairs. I now have my own key so I unlocked the door and went it. It was quiet but I heard the shower running.
I walked in the room and stopped in my tracks.
"What the fuck" I whispered. There was a gun, a bunch of money and a bunch of white block packages. I'm far from dumb, I knew it was drugs. What the fuck was she doing with all this tho. I heard the shower turn off. He'll be walking out any minute in shock. I patiently waited wonder how should I confront him. The bathroom door slowly opened and he stepped out. He looked like he saw a ghost.
"W-what are you doing here" he asked while walking up to me. He looked at the bed where all the stuff was than at me.
"What am I doing here? Fuck what am I doing here...what the fuck is that" I said while pointing to the bed. He didn't say anything. He just stared at me.
"Hello Quanell...What the fuck is that?" I asked him, but I yelled this time.
"Exactly what it looks like" he said while walking into his walk-in closer. I followed him. I folded my arms in stared at him.
"Sooooooo" I said waiting for him to give me a good answer.
"What!? You ain't fucking stupid Kelsey! Use your brain." He said while brushing pass me. Why was he getting upset with me. He left the room and went into the living room. I followed him.
"So your a drug dealer or something" I asked while playing with my fingers. He just stared at me. So I guessed right.
"How could you lie to me" I yelled. I grabbed my keys and headed to the door but he grabbed me before I could.
"I didn't lie to you Kels, I just was waiting for the right time to tell you" he said. Tears started to fall from my eyes.
"The right time. Really!...Reallt!.. 1 and a half fucking years, during that time you couldn't find a right time to tell me your a fucking drug dealer" I yelled while trying to break loose from his grip but he was too strong.
"I know Kels, I'm sorry! I should of told you. I was just scared...I didn't want you judging me" he said.
"You should I still told me Quanell...you lied to me, you should of told me. Get off me I'm leaving." I yelled.
"No!! Your not leaving. Please Kels just stay and we can talk" he begged.
"Talk! Now you wanna talk! Get off me" I said.
"No!" He said.
"Get the fuck off me now!!" I yelled while yanking my arm from him. I was no longer crying.
"No not until we talk" he yelled while grabbing me. He picked me up and brought me to his room.
"Get the fuck off me" I yelled while trying to punch him. He threw me in the bed and held my hands above my head with his.
"Let me explain everything! I'll tell you everything. Just calm down and let me talk" I said. He lent down and tried to kiss my lips but I quickly turned my head.
"Don't kiss me." I told him. He finally let me go and I sat up and lent against the lead board. I pulled my knees to my chest and waited for him to speak.
"I've been doing this for over 5 years...first it started off with lil nickel and dime bags of weed....than I was introduced to pills. Than came coke, crack, heroin and meth. I went from making $100 a day to over $10,000 a day. I fell in love with the fast money. With drugs come money, and with money comes power, and with power comes respect! Kels I never lied to you. I just never told you about that part of my life because I didn't want you involved. In this drug business you make a lot of enemies, I try to keep that part of my life far away from you because I want to protect you at all times. If you don't wanna be with me anymore, I understand completely and I won't be made. I love you with all my heart and I never meant for you to find out in this way" he said. He looked at me waiting for a response. I didn't have one tho. My head was pounding, I just wanted to close my eyes and go to sleep. He moved closer to me and grabbed my hand.
"Say something please" he said while rubbing my hand. What was I suppose to say. I love this man too much to just let him go. I didn't know what to say so I just hugged him.
"I love you so much" I cried in his ear. He rubbed my back.
"Stop crying baby. I love you too" he said than we kisses. I took my shoes off and laid under the blankets. He laid down to. He held me the whole night while telling me how sorry he was and telling me how much he loves me. Call me stupid, but I forgive him.
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