Rough hands and touches that are the complete opposite of gentle; that's all that Dan is able to comprehend, his mind is too scattered to understand anything else.
Aiden's harsh touches have already begun to leave bruises in the shapes of hands, painting Dan in shades of blue and purple, and drowning him in emptiness.
Aiden whispers seemingly sweet things into Dan's ear, his words laced with bitter, as he fumbles with the zipper of Dan's jeans, his mind too foggy to make coordinated movements, but soon Dan is bare from the waist down.
Aiden places messy kisses along Dan's collarbones and moves down to his stomach as he grinds his hips against the brown-haired boy mercilessly.
Dan whimpers and cries and pleads for him to stop, to leave him be; but Aiden refuses silently. Only pressing himself further into Dan as a response.
Aiden's hands press themselves against all of Dan's body, leaving dull pain wherever they touch. Those are the same fucking hands that grab Dan's hips desperately, flip him over, and hold him down with arms on Dan's back.
There is a shooting pain, one that's almost unbearable, and Dan's eyes glaze over. He can feel everything that was happening, but he isn't able to react to it. It's like he's paralyzed; frozen in pain and horror.
"There you go, Danny, that's better," Aiden breathes into Dan's shoulder blade, "relax; it's easier, huh?"
And that's when Dan shatters, his whole world falling apart, feeling Aiden's breath on his body, his breath doesn't belong there; Dan doesn't want it there.
Aiden soon pulls himself out of Dan, Dan whimpering in pain at the sudden friction. He knows he should be relieved, but he just feels so filthy. He feels tainted, like a flower who has begun to wilt.
"Like that, princess?" he chuckles, before leaning in and planting a scratchy kiss on Dan's cheek, trying to prove a point, trying to tell Dan that he can't do anything, but Dan already knows.
Aiden stares at the lifeless boy in front of him, before shaking his head, and heading into the lounge, leaving Dan alone in the bedroom to slowly lose himself in the dark.
Hours pass, stars fading away into the beautiful oranges and pinks of morning.
Dan wishes he could fade away with them.
I'm sorry. )':
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Casually Staring ~ Phan
FanfictionA sad boy with a taste for coffee and a happy boy with a job at a coffee shop. *Strong Language* Triggers: Sexual Assault Rape Abusive Relationships Anxiety Panic Attacks Depressive thoughts
