''Damn, relax girl you acting like you seen a ghost or some shit. It's just me.'' T said while I rolled my eyes at him. I don't know why he's here, he clearly wasn't invited and I clearly didn't want to see his black ass.
''Whatever T, what the fuck do you want?'' I said downing my last shot because lord knows he was gone piss me off. His presence has officially killed my buzz. I did not plan on seeing him for the rest of the night. I wasn't even going to come back to his house instead I was gonna check myself into the finest hotel New York City had to offer and charge it to his wack ass card, yeah I was being petty so fucking what.
I couldn't stand the sight of him and right now I just wanted to lay hands on him like I did before.
''See all of that shit right there is unnecessary. The fuck is wrong with you? You know what don't even answer that shit ... I came to apologize to you after all that shit that went down at my crib, but I see you still on that same bull shit Tyra.''T said while I just stared him down.
What he was saying was honestly going in one ear and out the other. I could care less about his apology and what he has to say. T was never gonna change, he was going to be the same ass hood nigga who thought he had everything figured out, but in reality he didn't know shit and I knew that.
''Nigga, please don't even come up in here with all that shit alright? I don't need anything from you T not even an apology. Bye.'' That's exactly what I meant.
Others can say I'm too hard on him or I'm being extra but fuck that. T has put me through so much shit and I'm sick of it, I'm sick of him. Me and him don't have to be cool as long as he's able to be the father that Mia deserves him to be then cool. There is no Tyra and T and I think we all know that. Although it wasn't always like this, but it's the way it is now.
''Damn Tyra, why you just can't take a nigga word? I came here to tell you I was sorry. I ain't mean to say all that shit to you. I know your a great mother to Mia and I respect that. Believe it or not I respect your grind and hustle and I know I wasn't always there the way you needed me to be, but shit I'm trying Tyra for real. You just gotta bear with me.''T said.
Is it wrong I didn't have anything to say to him. I don't know ... I just ... Actions speak louder than words. Terell says he's trying, but he has to show me. Tyra and T's chapter is completely closed that's for certain but I'm all for T being the best father he can be.
I won't stop him from doing that and as long as he can respect me as the damn good mother I am then we're good even though I know for a fact he'll do something else to piss me off because that's just the type of nigga he is.
I sighed and closed my eyes for a good three seconds and looked at him. I was officially turning over a new leaf because this wouldn't have been my initial reaction to him at all. Everybody knows the type of bitch I am. I don't take shit from nobody and I'm not afraid to speak my mind at all. I've learned not to hold my tongue.