So Soon - Josh Ramsay/Marianas Trench Fanfiction (Sequel to Porcelain)

4 P2. Junos and Jealousy.

Hey guys... I'm messed the chaptering up and I don't want to go back and change it because most of you guys have probably already read Chapter 4 so this chapter is Chapter 4 Part 2.

"Oh my god Nicole you can do makeup." I giggled. All the girl were in one room and the guys in the other.

"Thank girlie. I try my best. Also, you look stunning in that dress." Nicole complimented me. I smiled.

"You look great too!" I giggled. She finished up with red lipstick. She handed me black heals. "Don't laugh when I stumble in these." I put on the shoes and got up. We all complimented each other. Someone knocked on the door.

"Is everyone decent?" Josh asked.

"Yep Ramsay." I said. He opened the door and looked at me straightaway.

"Damn Po-Caelyn. You look great." Josh said.

"You too." I smiled and walked up to him. "Do good tonight, okay?" I said.

"I'll try." Josh said. I then walked out the door to find the guys. It was quite easy because the were all standing in the hallway. I took Brett by the arm and smiled at him. He was a nice guy from what I knew. The girls all walked out with the guys and it was me and Brett last. While Josh and Amanda were walking out Josh whispered to me 'Smile pretty Porcelain' and left. We walked out and everybody screamed and clapped. The announcer announced us as Marianas Trench and we took our seats.

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After watching performances and people getting awards, the guys finally won. They went up on stage and they said their thank yous. Josh's caught me.

"Thank you Amanda! I love you!" He smiled and ran off stage. I stood up and hugged them all. Josh whispered to me. "Thanks for the inspiration." I blushed a bit and watched the rest of the the show. They also performed.

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After party time and Brett left. He said he had to go back to the hotel and call his girlfriend. I agreed and got a drink. Loud music blasted. It was a slow song, one of my favourite slow songs. I sat out because no one didn't have a date.

"Come on skinny love just last the year..." She sang. I quietly sang along. Josh came up to me and pull me onto my feet.

"Amanda's mad at me for talking to you and she found out about our history and she's really pissed and please dance with me." Josh said as he held my waist and pushed my body against him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. This song was a lot for me, I felt like I connected to it.

"She's just going to be more mad Josh. Go apologise." I said, mostly because I was going to cry because of this song.

"I'm not going to apologise for talking to you Porcelain. She just-whoa are you okay?" Josh asked. I shook my head no and ran outside and sat on the steps. I cried into my hands, probably ruining all the makeup Nicole spent so much time on. "Porcelain, what's wrong?" I didn't answer. He sat down next to me.

"I shouldn't have came." I said.

"Yeah you should've. We all missed you Porc-" Josh said.

"No, stop with the Porcelain. Just for the night. It reminds me of everything and I just, I don't know. I want to start over." I cried.

"No, I'm not forgetting everything. How about you forgive me and agree that I'm a bit out of touch on girls crying. It's been years since you've cried to me. I just can't remember." Josh said and ran his fingers through his hair.

"You always held me and said everything was going to be okay. That's all I want." I sobbed. Josh quickly put his arm around me and put his face in my hair.

"Everything will be fine. We'll have a amazing time doing the video, and how about I put away a night just for us to have dinner and chill in my room. Like old times? Okay?" Josh asked and rubbed my leg. Wow, this was exactly like old times.

"You never forgot. You just misplaced the idea." I said. Josh half smiled. "Thanks." I wiped the rest of my tears.

"You're a great girl Porcelain. Oh shit-Caelyn." Josh corrected himself.

"No, please call me Porcelain because Caelyn sounds so fucking unnatural coming out of your mouth." I chuckled.

"Good, I like it better anyways. You know-who's that?" Josh asked as my phone rang. I quickly grabbed it out of my clutch and looked at the screen.

"It's Michael, I'm sorry I gotta take this." I said as I put it to my ear. "The fuck do you want?" I asked.

"Cassidy won't stop crying and I don't know what to do. I'm scared and Raine's out at 711." Michael begged. I heard Cassidy whine in the background.

"Give her to me." I said. The crying became louder. "Hey Cass, darling. Are you okay? What happened dear?" I asked.

"I don't want mom with another guy and I miss you!" She bawled.

"Sh, Cassidy calm down. Michael's a amazing guy. You can tell anything to him and he will listen to you, I promise. He's going to be awesome to you. And for me, I miss you too. I'll be back soon, I promise." I said as I played with the ring.

"How longs soon?" She asked. I bit my lip.

"I don't know, I'm going out to vegas with some old friends for a bit and then I might just hang around for awhile. I will be back though." I said.

"Okay. I'll talk to you soon." She said.

"Yep, bye Cass. Love you." I said.

"Love you too." She replied then hung up. I put my phone back into my bag and got up.

"Wanna go back in? Dance with some celebrities?" I chuckled.

"You're looking at one, sweetheart." Josh said. We laughed and went back in. Josh and I danced for a few songs until Amanda called him over. A few minutes later I looked over to see if she was stabbing Josh or not, but she wasn't. They were making out . Great, that doesn't break my heart or anything. Is it weird that I watched them? I missed when he did that to me. He held one hand on her waist and the other tangled in her hair. I bit the inside of my lip. Fucking hell Caelyn, look away. I looked away and looked at the floor.

I was having a shit time. I got up and walked back to the hotel. I sat on the bed for a hour on my phone, playing stupid iPhone games. I fell asleep.