Confession #13: I want to be alone.
TWIRL. TWIRP. TWIRP. Are you going to TWIRP? I'm so excited for TWIRP. What are you going to wear? Who's your date?
THOSE FREAKING QUESTIONS AT SCHOOL DRIVE ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom said no when I wanted to go TWIRP. We had a freakishly long argument and she gave up and didn't say anything. I can't go.
THey even talked to Ms. Paloma the student government and she said it was okay if I didn't go. I REALLY FREAKING WANT TO GO!!! It's been the talk of the school. I wanted to go and hang out. IT IS DRIVING ME INTO MADE NESS. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMM PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!! i REALLY WANT YOU TO LET ME GO. FUCKING PLEASE. I CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE. WHY DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS HELL????
My robotics teacher said that I deserved to go. He talked to my mom and my brother and mom striked up an argument about it. MOM BEING THE STUBBORN GIRL SHE IS SAID THERE IS NO WAY I CAN GO. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM I AM TIRED OF THIS. IT IS FUCKING FREE. O WANTED TO DRESS UP. I WAS SO EXCITED FOR IT. I EVEN HAD A FREAKIN OUTFIT. I WAS GONNA GO AS HARRY POTTER AND MY FRIEND WAS GONNA GO AS VOLDEMORT.
I HATE THIS LIFE. NO ONE CARES. I AM SO PISSED AND BUMMED OUT. WHO THE HELL REPECTS ME? NO ONE DOES. NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NO HOW I WANT TO BE.
PARENTS WHY DO YOU GIVE ME SO MANY GOD DAMN EXPECTATIONS? CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME AN EXPLANATAION? MY MOM IS TALKING TO ME NICELY.
She told me that I could go anywhere I wanted tomorrow. MOM THERE IS ONLY ONE PLACE I WANNA GO TO. IT IS CALLED TWIRP. CAN I GO TO THAT PLACE? NO? I THOUGHT SO.
I look depressed and unhappy everyone asked why.
And then people laughed at me and called me an asian bitch in my friend's third period English class. I was on the announcements and yeah they laughed at me.
A PERFECT WAY TO END A WEEK. STOP THINKING ABOUT TWIRP THE DANCE THAT EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT AND THE DANCE THAT I WILL NOT GO TO. AND TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THE PEOPLE CALLING ME AN ASIAN BITCH.
I COULD JUST KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I HATE IT. I AM SO FRUSTRATED. I REALLY WANNA GO TO THAT DANCE AND LET EVERYTHING OUT. I WANNA HAVE FUN.
ALL OF ROBOTICS IS GOING AND I AM NOT. THANKS MOM FOR RUINING MY DESIRES AND DREAMS
DANCE ISNT RELIGIOUS? PLEASE MOM YOU LISTEN TO MUSIC YOU USEDTO DANCE. STOP LYING.
I CANT TAKE ANY OF THIS ANYMORE. GOD DAMN EVERYONE FDSHKNHIGHILDHJKFDHGKJFDHJKGHFDJH
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