Ezanah amira tharwa
cant really give love if ive never been showed how to love
"can you sing a song for me ezzy?" the tall brownskin lady asked sitting in her gorgeous white sundress with her casual white and silver sandals on piering at me with them round brown eyes of hers "um sure" i said clearing my throat "baby i love you , you are my life my happiest moments werent complete if you werent by my side your my relation connection to the sun with you next to me theres no darkness i cant over come you are my raindrop i am the seed with you and god whose my sunlight im blooming grown so beautifully babyyyy I'm so proud proud to be your girl you make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world"
"Omg ezzy you can really sing " she complimented me smiling "thanks "I said shyly looking down at my shoes "your dad just texted me to tell you that you could come on out " Rebecca said smiling at me . "OK thanks for this opportunity rebeeca " I said giving her a hug and walked out of the building and headed to my dad's black range Rover and hopped in the back because my brother tralil was in the car . "How was it babygirl?" DADDY asked hitting a turn "it was ight I guess "I said looking down at my phone "that's good that's good "he nodded and pulled up at the corner sto "run in dea and grab me sum grape swishers and get whatever you want "he said handing me 25 "I meant to ask..you got some loud yet"i don't smoke but i know people who smoke and aint nun wrong with getting some money now and then and aint nun wrong with hitting it now and then . i grabbed the 25 and he nodded "can I get 3 bags?"I asked while opening the door "yeah we gotta stop by the riada anyway "he said sliding his green bucket hat off his head and running his hand over it, my dad was a very tall toned man and he don't look like he a day over 24 but the man is 40 who stood around 6'4 which totally made sense seeing that I'm 5'4
I stood out the car and hurriedly walked in to the corner store and grabbed everything my father wanted and grabbed me some ruffles , snickers , white reeses, and a Arizona mango muncho cocktail and walked towards the young black man and payed for my stuff waiting on him to ring up my things and looked at the door since the door opened and a very very very fine lightskin man came walking in he had grills on his bottom row of teeth with a red bandanna wrapped around his Brown hair and he had red balenciagas on his feet he looked my way and licked his lips and smiled "uh ma'am" "oh im so sorry"i said grabbing my bag in embarrsment and looking down at the floor "yeah he is fine girl i dont blame you for staring"the man said making me look at him in shocked "let me guess you didnt even think i could be gay'he said making me nod rappidly "you fine as shit you look like a straight ass nigga"i said "you gotta limp in ya walk and everything"i said gawking at him since the sun was hitting directly on his face ...now if this yyoung man wasnt gay
"AYE ma is you done paying or not ?" The lightskin man asked behind me making me hurriedly turn around " actually I'm not "I snapped "man hurry the fuck up a nigga gotta be some were "that some where gon have to wait tf " I said getting aggravated "fucking bitch "I mumbled while grabbing my bags of the counter "thank you...." "tez" "thank you tez"i said smiling to him and walking out of the gas station and headed towards the car i walked to my daddy side and he rolled the window down so i handed him the bag " wassup mr t" the lightskin boy said walking behind me making me mug him " back the fuck up " i said with a attuitde " man you can really shut the-" " what you fucking say " tralil said from the passenger seat "watch ya mouth son " my daddy said " yeah son " I said bucking at him " get yo ass in the car ezanah" my daddy slightly yelled making me jump and walk to the back door and him peeling out the parking lot leaving the douche bag standing there looking stupid
I leaned up against the door and starred out of the window and eventually dozed off
I woke up in my bed and rolled over feeling body heat making me jump up and seen GI laying right there typing on his phone "you was bout to get shanked foo"i said laying my head on his arm as he typed on his phone and my eyes foucused on the tv screen "you finally woke we leaving to granny house a 6" gi said making me grab my phone off the charger and seen it was 3:57 "ight bet"i said yawning and sat up "why was you sleep in my bed gi"i said looking over at him "yo tv was playing spongebob so i came in here and was watching it "he said shrugging "kiddy ass"i mumbled "huh" he said looking at me "i said im hungry " i said grabbing my phone and wallked out my room and jogged down all of the stairs just to get to the first floor and seen noodle sitting on the couch and vman walking into his room ...i walked past the couch noodle was on and went into the kitchen and opened the cabniet grabbing a pack of cheez-its "AYE GIRL"tralil yelled making me almost fall of the counter "you son of a-"i grabbed a waterbottle and threw it at his head "AHHHHHH she got yo ass"noodle snickered from the couch making me laugh also as tralil fell on the couch rubbing his head "what in tarnation"vman dumb ass said coming out of his room looking at us as i smacked on my cheez-its sitting on the counter ignoring him "EZZY!"gucci yelled fromupstairs making me groan lowly and slowly walk up the steps to his room and walked in there "whaaaaaaaat"i asked irritatied "snooty want you "he said playing the game with manman i stood there just mugging him snooty gon have to come to my room tf i walked out of his room and into my room and layed on my bed eating my cheez its and typing on my phone replying to nice random pepole on my snapchat "EZANAH" Gucci yelled again making me get up and run to my door locking it cause i knew he was finna come down here
shortly after i locked the door i heard his loud foot steps making me laugh and walk to the corner of my room hooking my phone up to my speaker and pressed shuffle on my playlist
"i use to wanna be your everything but now i don't wanna be nothing cuz you aint shit boy you aint shit and leaving you alone helped me dodge a bullet cuz you aint shit boy you aint shit and now you need to keep yo distance "
"hell naw shut tf up ezzy" noodle yelled from down stairs making me turn my music off "motherfuckers" i mumbled plopping on my bed lookin at the wall
snooty: didn't i say come here lil girl
me: didn't you choose your room on like the 6th floor?
snooty : typing......
i sat my phone down and climbed back under the covers and set my timer for 30 minutes " a quick nap wont hurt nun " i mumbled " girl yo bum ass better not be going back to sleep " GI said from the floor " why are you always in my room" i groaned throwing a bear at him "cause i can be " he said strugging and eating a bowl of macoroni
