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Such Is Life A Book Of Poetry By Jessica Lynn Hepner

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  • Dedicated to STEPHEN CARL HENLEY

“I Don’t Know”

I just do not know,

What else to do,

Nothing I ever say,

Ever gets through to you.

You only hear,

What you want to hear.

And you only get very cold,

Whenever, I come near.

Maybe too much between us has changed,

And maybe for us, it is too late.

But, how am I ever supposed to know,

If I don’t ever test our fate?

One minute I Love You,

But, in the next I hate you,

Because at times you’re absolutely perfect,

And then at others, you piss me off, with all the stupid shit, you pull.

My Soul, is aching,

For another place and another time.

Maybe even for another path to chose.

Maybe for that Peace, I never can seem to find

“I Fucking Knew Better”

I Fucking Knew Better,

But, I let down my guard, any way.

And I actually believed everything,

That to me, you did have to say.

But, what you said,

And what you have now done,

Are two very different things,

…And any part in this, - I Want None.

I guess you really are no different,

From any other man, before.

You said what you thought that I wanted to hear,

Nothing less, and of course, nothing more.

I did my best,

And damn it, I played my part.

But, this needs to end, right here and now,

Before anything else can even start.

I Fucking Knew Better,

But, still I let you in.

I Fucking Knew Better,

Than to trust any Man, Again.

I Fucking Knew Better,

And now I am through,

I Fucking Knew Better, and I’m not taking any more,

Not from any man, and especially not, from you.


I want to go Home now,

Back over on the other side.

Where I wont have to hurt anymore,

And from Life, I wont have to hide.

I want to go,

Where I can finally find some Peace.

And where my weary Heart can get some rest,

And my Soul, will finally be, free.

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