I sat in the back of Trish's mother's car with Trish next to me heading to her house, if you haven't already guessed its Friday and I'm off to Trish's to sleep. What I am doing is wrong. Misleading Trish and soon I would just break her heart. What am I going to do? I can't find myself dumping her. Maybe I do have some kind of feelings for her and I just need to deepen them.
Tonight could be that chance to do that. To try and figure this all out and maybe test out how it would feel to really make out with a girl, with Trish if she planned to go that far. Maybe she just wanted to kiss and sleep together in her bed, nothing else. I'm surprised her parents are allowing this to be honest and my dad allowed me to come.
If my mum isn't still in hospital she would have said no straight away. I wish she was out, and then I wouldn't have to go through all of this right now. Hacking my brain to what I am going to do. Why is nothing ever simple? Why can't you just sort everything out quickly and without hurting someone or ruining something?
"It's finally nice to meet you," said Trish's mum from the drivers seat.
"It's nice to meet you too Mrs Oakley," I said back to her being polite. We sat in silence after that until she arrived outside the house. I got out the car with my bag and followed Trish and her mum towards the front door with my heart pumping against my chest too fast. Why am I like this? Why am I nervous?
Trish took me to her room to drop off my bag before she gave me a tour of her house and where I could find the bathroom. I smiled at this before we went back down stairs. Trish wanted to know what would be for dinner. At least I know Trish has a good appetite.
"Mum what is for dinner?" asked Trish.
"Spaghetti Bolognese," she told Trish.
"You like that right?" she asked me.
"Yes I do," I laughed.
"Good, we'll be up stairs mum call us when it's ready," smiled Trish as she took my hand and dragged me through the front room and up the stairs to her room. As we sat down on her bed I tried to take in the room a bit more.
Her double bed took up most of the room pushed up against the wall. Her window stood right opposite the bed with her mirror right next to that and a desk with her laptop and computer. She only had room for her wardrobe as it's a cupboard that comes off her bedroom. Having three doors in her room took up some space too. One led into the corridor, one is her cupboard for her clothes and one is to the on suite bathroom.
"Arrow," said Trish. I looked at Trish her holding onto my hand.
"Yeah what's wrong?" I asked her.
"It's nothing," she said before she began to kiss me on the lips. She began to put herself on me touching my body and trying to deepen the kiss. I tried to enjoy it but it didn't seem to work.
"You okey you don't seem like you like this?"
"No I love this," I lied to her.
"I'm glad," Trish said as she began to kiss me again. She yanked off my top before she pushed me to lay on her bed and she kissed me down my stomach. When she got to my waist her hand touched my privates. I jolted in surprise.
"Don't be afraid I'll pleasure you in so many ways," she whispered. She undid my belt and pulled off my trousers and boxers. I didn't know what to do. I had expected this but I felt like this is not right. I really don't like her as much as I tried to convince myself otherwise and this is just stupid.
As Trish touched me down there my phone began to vibrate nearby. Trish moaned but got off me. I grabbed my jeans and pulled out my phone. "It's my dad," I said confused.
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Acceptance (BoyXBoy)Teen Fiction
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