BUT IT wouldn't be possible, Kira thought to herself as she looks across the cafeteria, towards the table at the center where the populars regular seat or should she say throne is located at.
Blake Kahn wouldn't have any idea where Emiline is. It would be over the top impossible. Even if he and Em had been friends, him having the information as to Emiline's whereabouts would be a total bullshit and a kick in the gut for Kira.
Afterall, Emiline ran away because of what had happened September last year at his party. And to add to the fact, it was Blake Kahn who started the downhill in their life after all.
It's just inversely proportional.
"Who you looking at? Vin?" Eleanor asks snapping Kira out of her overflowing thoughts.
Kira shakes her head, "I wasn't looking at anyone."
Eleanor takes a bite on her peanut-butter sandwich and says, "You know what? Since Emiline had disappeared you grew farther and farther away from us. You're always snappy."
Kira sighs, "Sorry, I just--"
"I'd let you slip this time," Eleanor cuts her off, "But please, I want the old Kira back."
I want too, Kira says to herself as she looks over at her friends.
But no matter how much she wants to, she doesn't think it would be possible because the damage has already been done. If only Eleanor and Neimann came with Emiline and her last September at the party, they would've known what and how it feels like being the school's laughing stock for three months straight.
Even until now, Kira still feels the nasty reputation that Blake and his friends had labeled upon them. It just died down a little when Emiline disappeared after a month of the bullying. After four months with Emiline still a no-show.
But Kira didn't say any of that, instead, she just nodded at Eleanor, and smiled towards Neimann and Skylar as she pretends that everything is okay.
Just like what Emiline and Kira had done after that night.
Emiline had it worse. She suffered the most more than what Kira had gone through after that night in September.
What Kira had gone through is nothing compared to what Emiline had to suffer after what Blake Kahn did.
That's why it is no surprise that Emiline was the first to fall. The first to give up on all the bullshits that they had to take. She didn't even lasted two months.
And there Kira thought she was strong.
Pushing past the other students crowding the hallway, Kira managed to end up in front of her locker.
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Goodbye EmilineMystery / Thriller
She lost herself inside a world that's trying to eat her up. Emiline Evans is just an ordinary girl. She's not the most popular girl in school, nor she was the nerd that everyone makes fun of. Sure she has her circle of friends, but she wasn't in th...