Intense Fifty-nine

PERV’S POV

 

I flutter my eyelids as I wake up. Nagising ako sa init ng sikat ng araw, nang-iinit ang buo kong katawan. Ginalaw ko ang kamay ko, may hinahanap ako, bigla akong nataranta. Mabilis akong bumangon mula sa higaan at patakbong nilibot ang buong kwarto ko. Nagpunta ako sa music room ko, sa banyo, pero wala siya. Nagsisisigaw na ako.

“Hon! Hon!” mabilis akong lumabas sa kwarto ko and I take the elevator. Ramdam ko ang panglalamig ng buo kong katawan. Jeez! Where is she? Umalis na ba siya? Nalaman ba niya? Saan? Kanino? Tarantang taranta na ako. What am I suppose to do when she’ll leave me? I’m going to bang every horny girls out there! Horny woman, will take my love away from me.

When the elevator pings, I can’t wait to get outside the metallic cage of transfortation. I need to find her. I can’t lose her. I can’t. Patakbo akong naglalakad, I search every door inside the house.

“Hon! Hon! Hon!

Walang sumagot. Mas lalo pa akong nabahala, mas lalo pa akong nataranta, mas lalo pa akong natakot. Lord please, don’t do this to me. I opened dad’s office along my way but she’s not there.

“Hon! Hon!”

I shout with the top of my voice. Whre the fvck are the maids? Where’s everyone this time? Kung kailan may gustong itanong saka naman sila wala. Fvck!

“Hon! Mom! Dad!”

“Son, what are you screaming about?” dad appears from the back door. The door of the back porch. I sighed uin relief nung makita ko siya. Patakbo akong lumapit sa kanya at nirub ko ang mga palad ko. I wanted to ask him about hon pero natatakot ako sa isasagot niya. Pano pag negative yun? Panu pag ang sagot pala hindi kagaya ng ninanais ko. Di ko ata kakyanin yun.

“Dad, where is she? Did she left? What did she say?” puno ng tagong paghihinagpis ang boses ko. I’m at worse stake right now, maybe, I should be after for the worse from now on. But how will I do that? Even my instincts and my reasons are of no use, they have been scattered just last evening. I couldn’t find them right now.

“She who?” dad is confused. Tinatanong pa ba yan? Edi si hon.  Oh jeez, I walked back in fort while cussing. Shit! Shit! Shit! I thought she wouldn’t leave, she promised she won’t, why did dhe left? Wait, is she really gone? It dfidn’t occur to me before going down in here to check the closet whether her clothes are still there or not anymore.  I  snap and lumayo na ako kay dad. I need to check the closet, that’s the only thing that would answer my terrible query.

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