You're trying to be strong, I know you are. But you can't help but think of him and wish things didn't become so messy and complicated. You keep wondering where the love went wrong.
Here you are. You're staring at your phone typing out long messages just to erase them. You're following his every move on social media. You're letting him completely consume you, and it hurts. It hurts.
He's not the man you fell in love with anymore and you don't know when he became someone you didn't recognize but you so desperately want things to go back to the way they used to be.
But let me tell you — guys like him don't deserve girls like you.
You try to fix things because that's the type of person you are – always trying to fix what's broken, always hanging on because your heart is too big. But he doesn't care. He doesn't put the effort in. He doesn't show you that you matter.
So, let him go. Let this go. And if he comes back — stand your ground, you have to be strong even when you want to give in. You know he doesn't deserve you. You know deep down that you deserve someone who actually cares.
Don't let him back into your life — you are so much better off without him on your own. You're so much braver, happier, stronger and more confident on your own. You have to stop regressing the progress you're making. You need to let him go for good and I know that is easier said than done but you can do it. You can.
He doesn't deserve you and he never has – don't go back to him anymore. It's time to end the vicious cycle. It's time to walk away.