Captured

"Yes mom I have my phone AND my charger"

"Okay dear make sure to call me once you get there and let me speak to Jackie"

"The same thing every year!"

Being the over protective mother my mom was she always has a "prep talk" with me before I leave.

She walked out of the room and muttered something to herself. I didn't exactly hear because I always go into anxiety before I go. I get anxiety attacks Occasionally when I'm scared or over exited.

I was pacing in my room while scanning everywhere making sure I had everything. I then remebered the scrapbook that we add a page of pictures to every year. So I pulled that out from a cluttered drawer and payed it out on my bed. I stared flipping through the pages and examining the pictures. There was one of me and Leanna when we had our dance recital when we were 5. Another was one Jackie snapped when we were 10 and our parents showed us makeup for the first time. That's when my family flew down to visit for Easter.

Then as the pages increased to last years time period I felt tears flood my eyes. Last year I went down to visit with my ex, Luke. Leanna also invited her bf over, Mark. Me and Leanna always told eachoter everything. So when I told her I had an abusive boyfriend she wasent afraid to tell me she did to.

That's the thing with me and Leanna... Were polar opposites from appearance but really were like twins. I remeber the fight that burst out at Leanna's house last year..and thats when Luke and Mark left leaving us with nothing but scars and bruises and tears.

I slammed the book shut and quickly shoved it in my suitcase. I then grapped a tissue and whipped my tears making sure to not ruin my makeup.

I picked up my black coach purse and shoes,my iPhone 4S in it along with my charger. I wheeled my suitcase and laptop case near the front door and stopped to say goodbye to my family.

"Bye mom" I said wrapping my arms around her and hugging her tight.

"Make sure to take ur medicine honey and be safe"

"Yes I know"

I have to take medicine due to my anxiety.

"Bye daddy" I said giving my dad a long hug

"Bye princess. Stay safe and don't talk to strangers or strange boys"

I rolled my eyes and giggled

"I know daddy"

I walked down the hall I to my little brothers room Adam. Well he's 14..he's not that little. Even though Adam is younger than me is very protective and isn't afraid to tell someone off.

"Hey bud" I said as I hung out by his door way.

He was in his bed watching tv. He hated when I left. He always made me feel so guilty.

"You leaving I guess"

"Yeah but I'll be back in time for a wrestling match"

He chuckled, got up, and and threw his arms around me. Ever since last year and the whole Luke situation he really abhorred me leaving him.

"I love you Jessie"

It felt so wrong to leave my baby brother.

"I love you so much more" I said quietly and kissed him ontop of his head.

He returned to his bed and I left to say goodbye to Joseph who was 19.

I didn't bother entering his room because he always didn't allow me in there since I was like 8 so it's just always been like that.

"I'm leaving"

"Okay be safe" he said giving me a hug in the entrance of his room.

I smiled and headed to towards the door. I gave my parents one last hug and started wheeling me suitcase to my black mustang. I shoved the heavy suitcase in the trunk and put the keys in the ignition.

I drove at a steady pace to the airport while jamming out to my favorite songs. I did get some werid looks from cars beside me but I didn't give a shit.

An hour passed and I finally got to the airport. I went through all the security and by the time it was done my feet hurt so bad. I only had 15 minutes till they boared my flight do I quickly got a Starbucks Carmel frappachino and chucked it down along with my medication.

I then boared the flight. Once I sat down in my seat I smelt something really good. I figured it was some guys colone. It was a mix of mint and rain. I shut my eyes as sleep took over my thoughts.

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I'm going to be posting more tonight. I hope you like it so far!

~Cindy