Its What Is Meant To Be

Depression

  Don't play song yet...

Fun fact: Did you know Spider man can lift 10 TONS.

Peter felt like her had run a marathon.

He had final talked to the Gwen Stacy without making a complete fool of himself....

he may have not done it as Peter Parker but still it he did it!

Only on down side.....

His scars.....

The sudden horrible realization came down on him like a pile of cinder blocks....

She saw them.

Now she knew he was a freak!

Peter prayed that she didn't see the Oscorp scar it was covered by his suit when he woke up....

Maybe she didn't....

But what if she did!

Peter swung though the window of his house.

Peter put on his pajamas and layed on his bed.

Peter hoped Gwen didn't see it...

Peter drifted of into a nightmare full dream. Like every night of his life.
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Play song...
In the song the mom is Aunt May and The Girl is Peter

Peter woke up in the morning and. Started to get ready for school.

  Peter was really disappointed with himself Some days  he felt like he shouldn't bother with it all any more.

He never knew why some days he would wake up even more scared and sad than usual....

   It hurt the most that Aunt may knew he had depression
She always tried so hard to make him happy....

   She shouldn't bother with it at all Peter was always going to feel this way...on the inside but he always tried to act happy just for her.

He hated himself for being a loser and not having any friends....

Human friends...

Peter has tried to kill himself 28 times in his life.

He tried to hang himself on the ceiling fan... it broke

Peter tried to hand himself with a web attached to the ceiling.
The a part of the ceiling broke...

He tried to cut his wrist but he would always black out before he could cut deep enough and his healing factor healing it.

He tried jumping off a building he survived every jump.

Peter thought it was funny how Peter was trapped in a world trapped with people who hate him being traumatized...

Alone.

Peter would love to talk to Venom or Aunt May but Aunt May already had enough to deal with he couldn't put all of that on her.

Venom did not understand
human emotions.

Peter's daily routine was

Regret waking up in the morning

go to school be humiliated and made fun of stuff thrown at beat up

find a place to sob and cry

go on patrol be failure

go home cry

Fall asleep and have nightmares.

Repeat.....

Peter still always tried to be happy...

Peter sighed...

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Peter was swinging around the city it was 5 in the afternoon.

Peter heated sirens.

Another battle......