Confession #9: Let me introduce myself
Just realized you didn't know who in the world I am.... LOL! Anyways... my name is going to be confidential... you can call me Taz or if you really want, Anika. I'm 15 and I'm a freshman at high school.
To be honest... life is unknown to me and most of the time I'm struggling with feelings and shtuff.... but most of the times I try to have fun and live in the moment as much as possible.
MUSIC IS MY LIFE. Like seriously. I get lost into the world of music and lose myself entirely.
Another thing I love to do is well write. I'm in another world when I write. I release my true emotions when I write. Everything is exposed there. I mean everything. If I felt upset, I would write a poem about it. Writing is seriously the only way I can get my tears and pain and anger out. If I really want to share a purpose with you, I WILL PUT MY WHOLE ENTIRE EFFORT IN WRITING. I love writing. Writing is something I will always do. I will always update things and will always try to make people be influenced by my writing.
Give me a pen, give me a feeling, and I will create something powerful, something called words.
I THINK A LOT. My mind is like 99.9% thinking about the world amd my problems and 1% is perverted.
Everyone calls me nice and sweet and pretty, I don't see my beauty but I try to everyday. As for the nice part, if people were friends with me, I can truly show them how loyal and how good I can be. I haven't had the chance yet but someday I hope I will.
I AM VERY HYPER. ALMOST ALL THE TIME. SO YOU PPL PM ME IF YA WANT. WE WILL HAVE SOME VERY WEIRD CONVOS.
AND ALSO, I know that life sucks, hell, sometimes I look at my hater's fb and start tearing up a bit because they have such fun lives, they can do whatever they want, they have the life. But then I realize that they will have the life now. They will suffer in the long run and will come crying to me for help. AND THAT IS WHEN I WILL BE A BISH AND SLAM THE DOOR ON THEM. I mean I understand. Only teens understand other teens. So if you're feeling crappy, need a cheery person to talk to, someone to lean to, Lean on me. It doesn't matter who you are, you don't deserve crap. No matter what you've done or what regrets you have made.
I love all of ya'll. I really do. Sometimes I just feel so upset at life that no one understands. I get that.
Am I fragile? Sure call me that. But I think that no one's fragile. We all have breaking points but the one that are the strongest and the bravest are the ones who can cry in front of people and are able to admit that they need help. The ones who can cry and be okay with it are the strongest and the bravest people in this world.
ANYWAYS.... THAT'S A LIL BIT ABOUT ME!!!
UPDATE: WHEN I FIRST STARTED WRITING THIS I WAS 15 AND A FRESHMAN. NOW I'M 17 AND A SENIOR :)
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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe I'm just Taz. A girl who is...