Memory Of Amnesia ~ YAOI <

- 01 - Losing My Memory

↑ Kyuosuke

Asuka's POV ~

I'm only 15 with Amnesia, I think. I forgot everything about my parents, my personality, and the people around me. Who knows the kind of person I was, what kind of things did I do?
This I'll never know, I can't ask anyone, yet know one knows about this. Everyone around me seems to treat me like they know me, maybe some time I did know them. For all I know, I forgot everything that could have happened to me.

I sat up awake in the hospital bed that I lied in, nothing was wrong with me, but the nurses said I must stay there until I have somewhere to stay, somewhere to live. I guess they won't release me without an identification, without knowing my self, I won't be able to go anywhere without worrying.
They told me they were trying to figure out more information about my parents, and my life.
And as soon as that's done, I can leave. Maybe I can even meet my family again if I'm lucky.

It was lonely in that room, everything around me was either white or a very light blue. I didn't know what to do, all I could do was wait for a nurse to come and tell me about the news. I gripped the heavy bright blankets lying down on me, 'I hope there's some what of a chance that I'll find my family again. But to be completely honest, I don't really care if I do meet them or not. I don't know what kind of people they were, and I'm only twelve percent sure I want to know.'

The door opened and revealed one of the nurses, she was dressed in the normal nurses outfit with white shiny high heals. She had long straight brown hair and perfect looking green eyes. She made her way clicking her heals against the ground and stood beside the bed.
"Good morning dear, don't worry, the wait won't be too long now." She said trying to comfort me, at that moment anyone's company could comfort me for the longest time.

"Okay, thank you." I said staring down at my body underneath the blankets, I was wearing those cute little outfits they give you when your a patient, I don't know why though. Because there was really nothing wrong with me. The outfit was fairly short on me, and connected with a small and short pair of shorts at the end.

"Your welcome. So far we're not exactly sure who your parents are, but we've got to get you somewhere."

I didn't know what to say, I had nothing to confess. I didn't know a thing.

"Do you know where you woke up?"
"Well, n-no. I'm not exactly sure, I think I forgot. Maybe I never knew, that's how I feel about everything right now."
The nurse sat down on the side of the bed and rubbed my back gently,
"I'm so sorry, we'll find you somewhere to stay." She said standing back up and making her way to the door.

"Would you like the door opened or closed?"
"Open please," I said with a fake smile on my face, she smiled back and left the door open to my likings. The room was silent again, know one was around me.

As soon as she left, a man walked into the room and stood in front of my bed. I knew he wasn't there to care for me, he was visiting, Although I was almost sure I didn't know him before I had Amnesia. He had thick black hair and wore a black unbuttoned suit.
He sat down at the end of the bed close to my feet and stared at me from a distance.

"You don't know me, but you need somewhere to stay and I'm your only choice." He said letting his voice drift off to continue another set of words.

"D-Did I.. know you?"
"No, this is the first time I've seen you here."
"W-Well, I have amnesia. So I don't remember anything.."
"I know, and I'll take you in since you need somewhere to stay. But I want you to trust me before anything."

I stared down at the blankets again confused, at least someone knows that I can't remember a single thing, except the doctors and nurses who are forced to take care of me for money.
"O-Okay.."
"What's your name?"

"A-Asuka.."

He held out his hand for me to shake, once I placed my hand in his, my hand rushed in warmth and comfort. His hand was so huge compared to mine, it was so warm and soft.
"Kyuosuke, its nice to meet you Asuka."
I couldn't help but smile, maybe it wasn't the most energetic smile, but it was something.
He stood up and stared down at me for a moment before speaking, "I'll leave you alone for now. After the nurses tell you their final information, I'll come back and pick you up." He said making his way to the door.
"O-Okay.."

I was left alone again with nothing to do nor say, I felt bad that I couldn't do anything to cure myself. At least I'm getting through this myself, 'maybe I can trust Kyousuke. I'll have to see.'