Oh I wrote in first person for the first time? What? Awesome. Lol I never even noticed until I over-read this to make sure there weren't any mistakes. Dang I think I am too in "the zone" oh well that's a good thing. (: Anywho, this is for those who were always was there for me that AREN'T female haha. I love em to death just not like they want, maybe they'll understand one day. Sorry my loves. :/
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[Secret]:
Remember those times
where you saw me crying?
Remember those times
when I needed anyone's help?
Remember those times
how you always seemed to be there?
Whenever I was in the dark you always told me:
"I will always be here for you no matter what happens, just tell me what to do."
Well do you also remember during ALL those times
I always had smile for you?
The truth is I only smiled at you
because I had no clue
of what to tell you,
how to handle it,
or why you were always here for me in the first place.
So instead of being smart
telling you my deeper thoughts behind the current ones
I keep you distant until I fall again pulling you closer
knowing that you won't push back if I do.
Once again I block out those retaliating thoughts
and I smile, a small kind simple smile
since it is a way for me to lie
with you thinking it is the truth...
Is that bad?
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Okay maybe it is bad...Erm I need to do some "clearing up"
Anyway! its been a while since I posted so COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT
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You know what to do lol :D Hope you liked it.
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My Book Of Ergotic(Random) Contemplations
PoetryThis is the virtual version of my "Book" that I've written in for years with all my personal thoughts, opinions, poetry, and etc. I don't really expect a lot from it but I thought I needed a back up of my book just in case I lose it physically lol.
