Dead Letters

Dear Aimee

Dear Aimee,

I miss you sorely. I really do. You've been gone for a month by now and I haven't said a word since then. It's like I've lost my voice when you died. The pain never seems to cease and my family has even sent me to see a therapist. He's trying his best to make me forget about you, but it won't work. You were supposed to give birth to my children. You were supposed to become my wife and I loved you. I still do. I always have and always will. That's why you're still all I ever think about...the way you used to smile at the ground when I called you beautiful, your blue eyes that have always made me fall in love with you. You are impossible to forget. Besides, I don't want to forget you. I don't know what I will do without you now. You were the reason why I woke up with a smile every single day.

Of course, everyone is worried about me. Indeed, I am worried about me. My therapist is worried as well, and that is why he has told me to write to you. I chose letters because I know how much you loved to read all the love letters I wrote you and the process helps me to write down my innermost thoughts.

I am supposed to show him what I wrote to you so he can read it, but it feels so wrong. These letters are written for you. All my thoughts revolve around you.

I guess he wants to read through it to make sure I am handling your demise well. But to be honest I am not, and yes, I am aware that he will read this. I hope you don't mind though, but I guess that it might be the only way to handle this situation.

There's this void right inside me that nothing can ever fill. You were my sanity and you brought me peace. Never, will I be able to forget about the love of my life. The sound of your laugh... I can still hear it. Whenever the wind funnels down the empty halls...It's you. Why did you leave me anyway? You know that I would have done anything to make you happy.

I love you.

I miss you.

I need you.

With all my love, Lev

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