Did I drive you away? With my uncontrollable - obnoxious laugh. Or the way I panic over the little things. Or how I made you wait to get into my pants. Or how I dropped everything for you whenever you asked.
It was probably how I made you wait to get into my pants. But you never really asked to make it clear. You implied you wanted to many times. But always at the wrong time. Stop getting mad that I'm bleeding. Sorry I cannot maintain when mother nature decides to let the unused eggs out. Stop yelling at me for something I can't control. You took me by the wrists hard enough for me to panic but soft enough for me to hear you out. You told me I was the only one and that you needed me. And me being me I believed you. I believed everything.
So then I prepared myself for you. Day after day I told myself I was ready. Just for you. But it never worked out. You decided to end things instead when I was willing to give you one of the most important things in my life. But you threw that away along with me. It's like deja vu except this time you didn't call me afterwards.
