And just like that, she left me at the bleachers. I know she's mad, and I hate myself because of it. She's right, who am I to say those things to her? I'm just her bestfriend.
I'm sorry Rhi, I'm really really sorry.
Note: Support her on whatever she wants to do.
"Hey, are you free this Saturday?"
"Coz I'm kinda busy, I can't make it to our date, is it okay if you hangout with Rhian instead?"
"But Jase ---"
"I know I know, but promise I'll make it up to her after our practice."
March 16, 2008
Jase just asked me to date her, I mean, to hangout with her. Seriously? Soccer weighs more than her girlfriend?! Ugh!
Note: She will be your top priority.
"I'm glad you came."
"You were expecting me?"
"Sorry about what?"
"I'm so sorry Rhi for being a jerk the other day, I know I have no right to interfere ---"
"Hey its okay, I should be the one to apologize. You're my bestfriend Glai, and you have all the right to tell me everything."
March 17, 2008
I should thank Jason for giving me this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to spend the whole day with the most beautiful woman I've known in my whole existence.
It was so much fun! We went to the carnival and have tried everything they offered. We ate too much sugar tho - cotton candy, chocolate fudge sundae, pastries, cupcakes, all of which except sweets with peanut on it.
We enjoyed riding carousel with the little kids, won two huge teddy bears, we also tried our very best not to scream inside the haunted house because we had a dare that whoever shouts first will suffer the consequences of being the magician's muse for the night. She got scared of the human version of Annabelle so she lost it.
I also found out that she's scared of heights when we took our last ride of the night which is the Ferris wheel. I held her hand and God, how I wish time will freeze as of the moment. It was so soft like melted marshmallow and I just couldn't let go. I know she's too scared, but then she said, "as long as you're here with me, I could conquer everything, including my fears."
and as I was watching Rhian having fun, a thought came inside my pretty little head: "I can't wait to be with this woman and make her happy everyday."
Note: Yes, I am in-love with my bestfriend.
Years have passed, Rhian and I became too clingy with each other. She's still in a relationship with Jason and I'm just pretending to be "okay" with it even if I'm not.
I don't know what's wrong with me? Am I a masochist?
Probably yes, because every time they have a fight over something, she will always hang around and spend the whole day with me and I'm like a dumb person trying to ease down her temper until she'll completely forget why they fought.