Chapter 5

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I wasn't being judgemental, but sometimes I did doubt what was I heading at. Its very shitty having no grip on situations you currently are abiding at. There is some sense of being arrested, feeling anonymous in pretence of misty sense of reality or drunken conclusions. Because, the lowly feeling I was experiencing is immeasurable. The one thing I despise the most is being precarious on untamed theories. As such is a million doubts about my mother, and maybe there is just one reason I have decided to marry my worst nightmare.

Somehow though ,in the catch of few hours I have spent with this man I have concluded that he is someone we better not trifle with. But the question was why was I committing myself to a future with a monster as such? Maybe... It's the protection I want from him , now that Rose's condition should be acknowledged as well.

I know I was sinking , but how deep is still a mystery.

I take in deep breaths and look ahead to see a set of tall buildings in a row. Why am I even marrying him? He is the one person I hate—no loathe. But agreeing to impossible things just for selfish reasons , seemed wrong...

Am I mocking the rules of the universe, the purity of love? I don't believe myself! Yet for reasons, I have gone to a extent where I feel i fell so low. It's a shame, that I cant help but think that I am so cheap. Its hard knowing your dignity and pride is crushed, and that something I cannot justify either. Because I am very practical on what I want and that is 'what was happening!'

The life I had lived had been set up on a lie, and that's unfortunate. I nervously fiddle with my fingers. Its been two hours since we landed in this place I vowed to never step in and its quite frankly exhausting. Its holds past and currently a dense future, I really don't know how to get out of it.

But until I have accomplished my goal, I am not backing down. And that's unrevealing the truth. Truth behind who my father was, behind the actual reason of leaving New Orleans , about living isolated, about being insane!!

My gaze returns back to the leather seat in front of me. Its cold and empty just like the man sitting beside me. I still cant understand his reasons for asking marriage, his original motive. I have tried my level best to analyse his thinking, his next moment but that's all vain. He just doesn't give in!

How can someone be so rude? So stiff! Its humanly impossible, there again he isn't a human. I felt like watching Disney, the abnormal stuff happens there alone...it's a fantasy.

Which is too toxic to take in. but what if he wants to kill me, gets attracted to my blood and stuff? Isn't that vampire? Forget it.

I swallow a little and try to sit in a relaxed posture. I am always alert around him because god knows what he wants to do with me. He speaks alien language like Luna, mate, pack and jazz! And I am entering into the devils kingdom. playing his games, following his rules.

"Rose's van has reached the destination, we would be there by fifteen minutes."

I nod in response, Alberto hired a medically equipped van for her as she is still not stable. I bite my lip and try to think of placing my questions in a patient way, and that's completely out of my league. I turn around and eye him. but at least I could try. I keep my gaze limited to his face and nose but they unconsciously travel down and land on his wide chest. He was tall. So very tall that his limousine looked like a Barbie's play door.

"stop that"

"stop what" I ask being taken aback by his sudden remark. He looks up from his laptop which was plastered with a white apple on it,

"stop biting your lip"

I check in my lips and realise that they were trapped between my teeth and being thoroughly devoured, I instantly release them

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