Broken

Chapter 9

Ciara Pov

Justin drove us too his place. To be so young his place was actually really nice.  He lived alone in a three bedroom apartment.  The outside was gray and white with a two car garage.  You can tell that this place has a upstairs and downstairs.  The inside was gorgeous everything was marble and very put together. 

I followed him upstairs to his room.  He sat on the bed and I sat with Deondre on one of his love seats.

"You know we gotta lot to talk about Ms. Smith." he said eyeing me.

"Im sorry Justin" I said as I out my head down.

"I know your sorry but what I don't know is why you didn't tell me all of this was goin to happen when I called you the first damn time Ciara."

I looked up at him "Look its a long story Justin and I don't really wanna talk about it."

"I didn't ask you if you wanted to talk about it Ciara you need to start explaining and you need to start now." he said with more bass in his voice it shook me up a little bit.

"Fine since you wanna know so bad.  I was raped by my dad and his friends ever since I can remember and on my 16th birthday it happened again but this time he killed my three best friends.  I was lucky enough to get away. 

I ran to some Motel, someone sent me some money so I got myself together then I found out I was pregnant.  I found myself being forced to go get an abortion by my dad and one of his friends.  The clinic lady was nice enough to help me out.

  I ended up not getting the abortion and moving into a house she paid for with a car she bought me. Marcus came into the picture and he helped me out through the rest of my pregnancy.  We had sex and I also found out that the people who I thought were my parents aren't even my real parents. 

I was kidnapped so I don't even know who the hell I am anymore.  But the day I ran into you is when I found out that Marcus had something to do with the clinic lady disappearing.  He hit me and when I was getting ready to leave he knocked me out and took Deondre.

  He told me to meet him at my old house and to come alone so I did.  When I got there Marcus raped me in front of Deondre and when his friend was about to take his turn you came." 

By the time I finished my story I was in tears and Justin was just staring at me with an unreadable expression on his face.  I got up, put a sleeping Deondre in my spot and left the room.

Justin Pov

I was in shock with all the shit that had happened to her.  Damn I never would of thought.  When she walked out the room I really didn't know what to do.  Im not good with tears n shit.  I grabbed Deondre and put him on my bed with pillows around him so he wouldn't fall, then I went to look for Ciara. 

I found her on the couch downstairs crying nonstop with her knees to her chest.  I walked up to her and grabbed her into a hug.   I let her cry on me because I know she has been wanting to just let go for awhile, plus I didn't know what else to do.  If she only knew how beautiful she was to me.  I would cherish this girl with all of me.

  She is now 17 and she has literally been through hell and back but im here to balance her out and im not going no where. 

"Baby lets go get you cleaned up I don't like to see you like this."

She looked up at me then proceeded to get up.  When we got upstairs she started to walk down the hall to the bathroom.

"Where you going?" I asked as I stood in front of my room door.