"I want to propose to Ellie, Sam."
Those words were enough to make me realise one thing, Niall and I ,our time had passed. I had been shying away from what I felt for him for so long that now that I was finally ready, he had moved. Completely. He had fallen completely out of love with me and completely in love with Ellie.
I had realised it but I wasn't willing to except it. Maybe that is why I said what I did next.
"Omg Niall, hahaha....your so funny!" I then proceed to throw my head back and let out a shaky laugh.
I continue on mumbling incoherent words while letting out shaky laughter. Tears welled up in my eyes, I knew I couldn't stop them from flowing down my face. I was just hoping that they would look as if they were tears of laughter.
"Sammi, babe I am not kidding . I really do want to propose to Ellie, I think she's the one for me. " Niall had such a devoted look on his face when he said this that my heart broke all over again. It was then that I realised that I would never be the same again. I had lost a part of myself today. Probably the best part of my soul, I had lost the will to hope, to dream.
I also just realised that I seem to be realising way to many things in just a few seconds.
Sorry that was just a poor attempt to lighten the mood. But I guess not.
"Don't call me babe, babe." I say getting up from my seat and walking out of the hall, and as expected Niall follows behind me. I walk up to the door hold it open for him, I turn to him with a sadistic smile on my face.
"Sammi...you never had any problem with me calling you babe before now. What is it that I have done wrong?" Niall has a very sorrowful look on his face and my heart withers a tiny bit more. But, I know the only way to save myself and spare what is left of my heart is to do it.
I need to let go. I need to push him away from me.
I need to do this if I ever want to be happy.
So, I grab his shirt and push him out of the house.
I know that this is a very small chappie but this is just a filler because I know that everyone was dying to know how Sammi was gonna react. I also do realise this chapter wasn't funny, it was full of realisations and sadness. Butttt I still hope you liked this.
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