Why do I Cut

I cut  because it makes me happy

I cut because it keeps the voices in my head go away

I cut because when my foster mom blames for everything the blood shows me how worthless I am to her

I cut because my voices in my head want me to so I obey

I cut because my split personalities are better then me and no one likes the real me

I cut because all the shit that happens in my life and I know that it won't get better

I cut because the people that were close to me they pass away so I'm alone

I cut because I need to feel the pain

I cut because the bullies in my school make fun of me on how I had a mental breakdown and that I cut myself

I cut because the names they call me in school freak and cutter but I got use to it

I cut because the girls that I dated cheated on me leave me or their afraid of me or my split personalities

I cut because no one will love me because how fucked up I am

I cut because I can't kill myself even though I have tried but my friends have told me that I matter but I don't

I cut because my two older sibling don't like me because I was adopted and I apparently ruined their life I don't belong in their family but I have to stay for one reason a little girl that's in that family accepted me to be her older brother she loves me very much so i stay alive for her

Overall the reason why I cut is because I'm the boy that was born a mistake in the world and I believe that too
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Well this is why I cut see you people later