Pretty Boy | C.A.L.M.

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a friend sent this pic to me and it's so true lol. then my dad saw it and like, thank god he doesn't know what smut is. he assumed it was something like being sick (I'm sick rn lol) so he was like ah, that's you now huh? so I just went like yup. yuppers. yup. sick. me. that. bye.

requested by fuqboiclifford : "mikeys is secretly fem and the boys don't know and when they find out he has a panic attack and the boys show him they love him no matter what"

hope you enjoy! x

Contains: baby girl, princess, fem & bottom!Michael, daddy!Ashton, master!Calum, sir!Luke
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Michael was home alone today and he loved those moments. It meant he could stand in front of the mirror and pull on his favourite outfits, before admiring them. He loved pulling on his skirts and dresses, which were always hidden away in the very back of his closet, to only see daylight on moments like these. When home alone.

He had a feminine side, very obviously, and thus he liked to dress up. Skirts, dresses, crop tops, make-up even at times. But the only downside, was that his three boyfriends didn't know about it and he wasn't really planning on telling them yet. After all, what if they reacted badly and kicked him out? He didn't want that. So, he could only wear his pretty clothes when they weren't home, he had decided one time.

And today was one of those days, Michael ending up in his favourite outfit. He had chosen his pastel pink skirt, matching it with his oversized, pure white sweater and tucking it in the skirt a little. There where white, almost fluffy knee-socks on his freshly shaven legs, with small white ribbons on top. He was wearing just a little bit of make up, mostly some concealing stuff and okay, maybe eyeliner because he absolutely loves that stuff.

He was looking in the mirror, smiling wide and twirling around. He looked so pretty, he loved it. He could walk around in this outfit forever, it really was his favourite.

Michael was so into it, he even decided to put on some music, dancing around his room and twirling around to let his skirt move up a little, giggling at it all. It looked so pretty, when his skirt went up and twirled with him, creating this typical ballet-like look, to him.

The bleached blonde boy fixed his hair a little, before flattening his skirt properly again, only then noticing he wasn't the only one looking into his mirror. His eyes widened when seeing three pairs of eyes were on him. Three pairs he didn't want to show his secret side to anytime soon. And definitely not like this, out of the blue, being caught like this.

The three in his door opening stayed quiet, making Michael feel really insecure as he turned to look at them properly. They kept staring at him, not saying a thing, not even then. It made tears well up in his eyes, realising that they were probably quiet because they were judging him. They didn't like him in these clothes and gosh, he should have known. He should have just stayed with his boyish clothes and not paid any attention to these clothes.

Michael found himself to be breathing a little heavier, a tear escaping his eye and a soft sob making his body shiver, before he realised he was panicking. But he figured he was allowed to, because he was probably about to be kicked out. His boyfriends would kick him out and he'd have to be all on himself, find a new place to stay. Maybe his parents would let him back in?

Whatever happened next was a bit of a blur, as Michael was panicking and those panic attacks were always this blurry memory he didn't want to have. But he did remember clearly how there were three pairs of arms around him all of a sudden and sweet nothings being whispered in his ears.

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