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"Coooooole! Cooooole! Wake up!"

I opened my eyes to see Derek sitting on my yelling. No just no, I don't have time or energy to deal with him.

"What you ass? It's a freaking Saturday why are you in my room?" I asked wiping the sleep from my eyes.

"We're hanging out today obviously," he said in a duh voice. Ugh! I totally forgot about hanging out today. I'm going to hell for being a bad friend. Just then my brother walked in.

"Damn Cole I though you had a boyfriend. Slut."

"You know what! Shove it assface." I said flipping him off. Dylan walked off laughing to himself. Jerk.

"So what are we doing today Cole?" Derek asked turning to me.

"First off you're getting the hell off me. And secondly it was your idea to hangout so you choose what we do."

I pushed him off of me and headed to my bathroom. If he wants to hangout ,he's gonna have to wait till after my shower. He whistled as I walked out in just my underwear.

"Shove it and die Derek." I said flatly as I left.

I locked the door as I walked into the bathroom. I walked over to the mirror to look at myself. Ugh, I had bags under my eyes. I stripped and got in the shower letting the water wake me up. Hot showers are what I live for.

"Hurry up princess you're wasting time!" Derek yelled through the door. I don't even know what time it is. Ugh! This stupid whore needs to leave me alone. I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around my waste. I walked out of the bathroom to see Derek standing there smiling.

"No." I said with my middle finger out to him.

"I love you too captain assy."

I laughed and shut my door. Hmm what to wear today? I think I'm just gonna wear jeans and a tshirt. After I got dressed, I slipped on my chucks and just went to sit in Derek's car. He followed me out without question. That's right, you're my bitch.

"I'm not your bitch Cole."

"Oh I really didn't even know I said that out loud." I laughed awkwardly.

I pulled my phone out and text Pearson.

hey meet me at the mall in like 20 minutes.

Alright babe I'll be there(:


The ride to the mall was quiet. Derek didn't have much to say. He's been getting like that lately.

"Hey Derek are you alright?" I asked.

"Yeah why wouldn't I be?"

"I don't know, you just don't have a lot to say lately." I replied.

"Me and Maddie broke up Cole, that's why I'm upset." he said sadly.

I didn't know what to say, so I just grabbed his hand and held it. He squeezed mine back. I smiled because I knew that it didn't mean anything but that I was his best friend. We had always had a close friendship like that.

"Well she's missing out because you're great and she shouldn't ha.....

"Cole I broke up with her." he said quietly.

"What! Why Derek?" I asked shocked. They'd been together for so long. I just couldn't imagine Derek throwing it all away.

"Because I love someone else."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! I can't believe what I'm hearing. Derek used to be so in love with Maddie. What possibly could've changed?

"Derek I don't understand, what changed?" I asked quietly.

"My feelings for you Cole. I love you." He barely made a whisper.

I froze. What did he say? This has got to be a joke. There's no way Derek loves me, he's straight right? He can't love me, he loves Maddie.

"But you're straight Derek." I managed.

"I thought so too Cole. But when I'm around you I can't help but feel something change inside me. I know you're dating Pearson and I'm not asking you to choose between us. I just needed to tell you because it was killing me every time I held it back." He whispered it all.

"Derek I..I.I.."

"Cole it's ok, I know it's probably awkward for you now, and I understand. So after today I'm gonna take a little break from you for a little while and clear my head." He said as a tear rolled down his cheek.

I felt the tears fall before I could even open my mouth. I can't even process what's happening right now.

"Derek you don't have to stop talking to me. It doesn't change anything between us. You're my bestfriend and my brother. Please don't leave me." I said through sobs.

"Cole I know you're ok with it, but seeing you with Pearson hurts me. Seeing you happy with someone who isn't me is killing me. I need to try to get over you. I'm sorry Cole." He said while tears slid down his cheeks.

I don't want him to go. He's my only friend at school. Yeah Pearson's friends say I'm their friend, but they're not Derek. My bestfriend since second grade was leaving me. I cried harder now and from his car when he pulled up at the mall. I didn't know if he'd chase me, but I hope he would.

I lost my best friend

It just doesn't sound real.


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