The troubles

part one: the truth

The smell of dead people , bleach cleaner , and pills crawling through my nose almost made me throw up . My mother also know as Mrs.Parker has what many get from drinking ,cirrhosis of the liver but in her case a fatty liver is the pain of her fire extinguisher . Fourteen days the doctors said to say my goodbyes . Breathless it left me the one person that gave birth to me as a infant , bathed me as a child , feed me was dying and all i could do was say goodbye . Powerless i felt the children all playing with there mothers on the playground,painting each other nails,Mothers braiding daughters hair .

This hit me right away i started crying the kind of cry that is down right ugly . Then thinking of my father the way he just denies the part of my mothers death . Much pain in this awful life of mine but i had things to do keeping this on my mind was to much sorrow . Walking home in the darkness about twelve thirty at night . I was not afraid of murders they where nothing compared to the pain of the cold hearted  angel of death that was brought to my doorstep.

I was nothing but a piece of dust laid upon the counter . My family began to wither away right before my eyes . Maybe going insane most people would call it , but i on the other hand would call it ignorance.

  Not noticing the man behind me until one fourth of my way home . I turned around slowly because i could feel the breathing on the back of my neck . Pulling out a white handkerchief up to my mouth . I didn't have enough time to think about this situation i only had enough time to bite him as hard as i could making sure i at least drew blood . Then kneeing him in the groin area and running as fast as i could not looking behind me . Evidently i did and it was all over . Beating me to a pulp till i bleed out of every nook and cranny of my body . Not knowing what would happen first or last i tried to stay calm as much as i could in this situation . He began to speak as he lifted me into his old beaten down volts wagon van painted in the shade of dark blue . '' My dear child i am sorry i had to beat on you so badly but i must state to you before i kill you that you will do as i command i am your master your faithful almighty now you do as i say.'' he stated in a deep voice . Then and there i knew i would die to only find out that i am nothing but a lie .

Gasping for air i woke up for this dream of sickness , kidnapping , and resentment more of a nightmare . Quickly i got dressed , got a cab and made an appointment with a psychologists that very evening . I walked into his room filled with toys , books , and furniture . Explaining what he does and his name Mr.pots . This man was amazingly handsome and kindred i intentionally fell in love with this man but knew i could never be with him . Explaining my troubles and sorrows with this gentlemen each minute and every day about my nightmare . I began to feel the release of my soul flowing out .